Really hope its only a sat back...will look for my focus back n need to be more stringent with my self...help me!!!...pry that i can give my level best in what i do!!!
I need to do justice for myself....period!!!
Monday, April 23, 2012
Oh my....
I am being a really lazy bone lately...onlys study like 2 hours only per day this weeks...r u crazy girl???...its only few more weeks to go...arghhhh....stress....i dont know where all my energy go....malas2 tahap gaban lately...everytime study cam kena buat cam activity budak2 tadika...baru leh focus...what happend???....i used to be person that can stay focus for hours n hours...only start to realise time past once my stomoch make a symphony of ochestra.....why???....why???...ist because i keep on skipping my jogging lately???...or should i blame the rain that make me felt so cold everytime???....which one???...need to find solution fast !!!!!...any suggestion so that i can get on the sadle of hardworking+deligent student back...i need to get over this papers asap...keep on telling myself that...but its not working at all...see i even have time to write my blong during my normal study time...this is bad...really bad!!!!
Really hope its only a sat back...will look for my focus back n need to be more stringent with my self...help me!!!...pry that i can give my level best in what i do!!!
I need to do justice for myself....period!!!
p/s: please help me pry n find solution to this madness!!!
Really hope its only a sat back...will look for my focus back n need to be more stringent with my self...help me!!!...pry that i can give my level best in what i do!!!
I need to do justice for myself....period!!!
Monday, April 16, 2012
Save life concert - HMV Appolo, London
From MASB (2010) to Stadium Shah Alam (2011) and the latest HMV Applo London (2012)...i have been given a chance to go to Maher Zain concert.
This year its been held at HMV Appolo Hammersmith London around 1 hour 20 min journey with bus. Its one way after Royal Albert Hall.
The concert was owsome because it manage to gather all Awekening artis under thier recording label.
Something different here is that this concert are for charity...just the same with Malaysia, but the big different is appart from the crowd, they made an auction session in the middle of programme.
What are they selling???....its a chance for people to select the amount of charity that they want to give to save an orphan in order for them to open a school for orphan at Bangladesh.
Its start with £10,000 per year spnsor commitment...then £5,000....£2,500....£1,000...and £350...each year...what really exciting is that the whole hall was full with excitement....i think for £1,000...around 70++ people raise they hand to commit to the pledge....
I ???...if you may ask??....was crying silently all the way...felt so warm with the level of philantropist activities .....actually the main reason is that i do not have money to give my part to this orphan....really heart breaking....at that particular of time i silently promise something to myself...hope one day i can fullfilled it insyallah....amen... :)
This year its been held at HMV Appolo Hammersmith London around 1 hour 20 min journey with bus. Its one way after Royal Albert Hall.
The concert was owsome because it manage to gather all Awekening artis under thier recording label.
Something different here is that this concert are for charity...just the same with Malaysia, but the big different is appart from the crowd, they made an auction session in the middle of programme.
What are they selling???....its a chance for people to select the amount of charity that they want to give to save an orphan in order for them to open a school for orphan at Bangladesh.
Its start with £10,000 per year spnsor commitment...then £5,000....£2,500....£1,000...and £350...each year...what really exciting is that the whole hall was full with excitement....i think for £1,000...around 70++ people raise they hand to commit to the pledge....
I ???...if you may ask??....was crying silently all the way...felt so warm with the level of philantropist activities .....actually the main reason is that i do not have money to give my part to this orphan....really heart breaking....at that particular of time i silently promise something to myself...hope one day i can fullfilled it insyallah....amen... :)
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Breakaway :)
My health is getting better....now i know what its need....a rest...and lots of walking n breathing clean fresh air....so greatfull...thank you Allah...
FYI...just come back from a trip to the coutry side of UK....the national park....Lake distric...nearly 600km ++ from London....
Drop by at Bermingham...Mancester....Kendal...few lakes n hills...Leeds and Nottingham....
Got the experince to drive in UK...got GOLF VW...thats the cheapest car...hahaha...was like...the car standard here same just like our kancil back in Malaysia...
Will try to get the picture from all the camera women n upload it for sharing...such a wonderfull experince...thanking Allah for such wonderfull chance given :)
FYI...just come back from a trip to the coutry side of UK....the national park....Lake distric...nearly 600km ++ from London....
Drop by at Bermingham...Mancester....Kendal...few lakes n hills...Leeds and Nottingham....
Got the experince to drive in UK...got GOLF VW...thats the cheapest car...hahaha...was like...the car standard here same just like our kancil back in Malaysia...
Will try to get the picture from all the camera women n upload it for sharing...such a wonderfull experince...thanking Allah for such wonderfull chance given :)
Sunday, April 1, 2012
hemmm...
I know i should be writing the edin part 2 n 3...actually i have do it...half way...WIP...its in the draft section...not feeling like it...just be patient with me...my tantrum up hill right now...too many things in my head...
Oh just wanna highlight one point...in the wilderness of studing the menimbun material for my papers...my head are crunching too many thing...i dont like it at all...warghhh...benci betul when i come to this state...dear pls...do it one by one...dont be in the rush...take it easy...try to learn to dance in the storm ok...n enjoy it ;)
Just remember all the good thing that He has give to you for the past week...a lot right??...so why should you only look at the thing that He do not give???....only give you stress and unsatisfaction k...your life is being written by Allah...He have a great plan for you...be paitent...n strive harder...keep on crushing the wall...it will come down to pieces one day...put enough pressure to it...it will happend....you can do it!!!!
Among the many more reason why my health down the hill lately...1. Keep on skipping excersise 2. Stress 3. The happy hormone is not produce enough...need to force my self to go to park tommorow!!!!!
Oh just wanna highlight one point...in the wilderness of studing the menimbun material for my papers...my head are crunching too many thing...i dont like it at all...warghhh...benci betul when i come to this state...dear pls...do it one by one...dont be in the rush...take it easy...try to learn to dance in the storm ok...n enjoy it ;)
Just remember all the good thing that He has give to you for the past week...a lot right??...so why should you only look at the thing that He do not give???....only give you stress and unsatisfaction k...your life is being written by Allah...He have a great plan for you...be paitent...n strive harder...keep on crushing the wall...it will come down to pieces one day...put enough pressure to it...it will happend....you can do it!!!!
Among the many more reason why my health down the hill lately...1. Keep on skipping excersise 2. Stress 3. The happy hormone is not produce enough...need to force my self to go to park tommorow!!!!!
Monday, March 19, 2012
Edinburgh - Part 1
Truth be told my mission to Edin byk betul halangannya...start with all the tiny thing to the big one...hahhaa...after my friend told me that we got 1 week off from class...i say ok...i just join you guys...only to be inform letter that i have classes that week...wah pain to the ass man...coz i am the one that plann all the journey...ecxept booking the train ticket n hotel...so sad at 1st give my friend the copy of my detail artinery plan yg bersusah payah aku buat...dalam hati..its ok not my rezeki i guess...dalam pada dok mencari org refill my seat sampai weekendnya diaorg ckp tak de sapa yg bleh pegi on the date...and the same day i got email from college mention that my class has been reshedule...omg...alhamdulillah...He has plan it all so well for me...hoyeeee...so Edin here i come :)
3 words that i can simply decribe Edin PANORAMIC, SMALL and HISTORIC
Day 1 -
Wake up at 4 am and get to King Cross St Pancras Station...with half eye open...dam London dah busy with people at this hour as the bus that we take is full house...
Train journey approximately 4 1/2 hours...view..breathless...mixture of highland, valley, biri2 and ocean baby.
Arrived...start walking to find the central mosque of Edin and have nasik beriani ori with lamb...dasar perut melayu...gi jejauh pun carik nasi...1/2 hour walking and then we notice the new building of Edin University...wow...then we got to know yang Edin Uni is cosist of half of the city...the building scarted around in the city itself...the Medical School looks like Hogwarts man...so cool...
Pergi menyesatkan diri lagi...sbb terpesona dgn all the flowers...smpai tersesat to the Medow...jauh sgt pergi tu...hehehee...
Then we go back to the hotel dah hilang arah...hahaha...all the sudden a guys tegur n help us out and say he's working at Glasgow Uni and very familir with Malaysian n the guys with him sumpah muka melayu but he is Thailand...so greatfull...then checked in and to our surprise we got 4 beds...the receptionist say its our lucky day...maybe coz its weekdays and not busy seasons yet...
Then continue menyesatkan diri.. at 1st i tought its a short cut...but in the end its a long cut to the Calton Hill...hahhaha...nak habis nyawa...sbb on that day we have climb 2 steap road time sesat cari the centra mosque...kesihan my friend...time ni la i can feel the energy of excersing but still aku kalah dgn old couple infornt of me yg lagi laju mendaki...hebat btl...i bet they age around 60 plus...arghhhh...how come??....kena byk lagi improve la nampaknya...hahhahaa
But when we reach to the top...its worthed...dam its soo beautiful n breathless...so green...n the bonus part can see the ocean 180 degree...felt like on the top of the world...2 hours speed to go around the hill yg kecik je sebenarnya...but we take our own sweet time enjoying each conner of the hill...hheheeehhee...
And dasar perangai Kampung girl sejati semua benda aku nak buat bergolek, memanjat sesuka hati ku...felt so fresh..can lompat2...
On the above picture are among the 2 iconic monuments lays on top of the hill....the left one is the observatory...and the right one they try to imitate the building at Athens...tp kenapa ada tiang ja???..kalu korang terfikir???...notes this hill bkn rendah...agak parit jgk utk didaki....then how la benda tu wujud??....ikt story org2 Edin they used human labour n setiap kali siap 1 tiang 1 celebration will be done...by the time the 8th piling done the owner dah tak dak duit....mengong...show how pour financial decision making done...
Due to my friend request we go back to tempat we sesat at 1st...St Paul square...sbb nak tgk live exhabition...layan...unique...its involve all the micro picture, medical and NASA collectio...then buy dinner....bread n salad for me...felt so fresh...tp kaki dah start sakit yg amat....
Near to Maghrib we go back to the hotel...nice..watch tv...take bath..solat...then aku tgk 2 org dah tergolek atas katil...
So aku pun join sekali lepas penat tgk tv...around 9 plus dlm mata tertutup aku bebel kat diorg...wanna go out or not???...my feet is still kiling me...if u girls wanna go out wake me up....then aku dah tak sedar apa yg diaorg bebel balik...hahahahaaa....sampai la subuhhhhh
3 words that i can simply decribe Edin PANORAMIC, SMALL and HISTORIC
Day 1 -
Wake up at 4 am and get to King Cross St Pancras Station...with half eye open...dam London dah busy with people at this hour as the bus that we take is full house...
Train journey approximately 4 1/2 hours...view..breathless...mixture of highland, valley, biri2 and ocean baby.
Arrived...start walking to find the central mosque of Edin and have nasik beriani ori with lamb...dasar perut melayu...gi jejauh pun carik nasi...1/2 hour walking and then we notice the new building of Edin University...wow...then we got to know yang Edin Uni is cosist of half of the city...the building scarted around in the city itself...the Medical School looks like Hogwarts man...so cool...
Pergi menyesatkan diri lagi...sbb terpesona dgn all the flowers...smpai tersesat to the Medow...jauh sgt pergi tu...hehehee...
Then we go back to the hotel dah hilang arah...hahaha...all the sudden a guys tegur n help us out and say he's working at Glasgow Uni and very familir with Malaysian n the guys with him sumpah muka melayu but he is Thailand...so greatfull...then checked in and to our surprise we got 4 beds...the receptionist say its our lucky day...maybe coz its weekdays and not busy seasons yet...
Then continue menyesatkan diri.. at 1st i tought its a short cut...but in the end its a long cut to the Calton Hill...hahhaha...nak habis nyawa...sbb on that day we have climb 2 steap road time sesat cari the centra mosque...kesihan my friend...time ni la i can feel the energy of excersing but still aku kalah dgn old couple infornt of me yg lagi laju mendaki...hebat btl...i bet they age around 60 plus...arghhhh...how come??....kena byk lagi improve la nampaknya...hahhahaa
And dasar perangai Kampung girl sejati semua benda aku nak buat bergolek, memanjat sesuka hati ku...felt so fresh..can lompat2...
Due to my friend request we go back to tempat we sesat at 1st...St Paul square...sbb nak tgk live exhabition...layan...unique...its involve all the micro picture, medical and NASA collectio...then buy dinner....bread n salad for me...felt so fresh...tp kaki dah start sakit yg amat....
Near to Maghrib we go back to the hotel...nice..watch tv...take bath..solat...then aku tgk 2 org dah tergolek atas katil...
So aku pun join sekali lepas penat tgk tv...around 9 plus dlm mata tertutup aku bebel kat diorg...wanna go out or not???...my feet is still kiling me...if u girls wanna go out wake me up....then aku dah tak sedar apa yg diaorg bebel balik...hahahahaaa....sampai la subuhhhhh
Saturday, March 10, 2012
New Hype
Among the many things that i worried last time when iam thinking of living overseas...far away from our continent is that how on earth i can survive without all my fav food??...fyi i can dream at night missing my brother laksa at my hometown and Ikan Pekasam pelam, masak lemak pisang muda, asam keladi, cencaluk, tapai pulut, rendang pucuk kayu, mee kuah parit bobby...n the list go on...huhuhuhu....miss it soo much....i can cook al of that but..the taste will not be same as my brother n sister own cooking...hehhhee...ok i admit iam adik manja ok..sattle...tp they are the one yg pampared me...so tak salah kan??...hehhee...among the many2 reason why every time i got holiday..my destination gonna be my kampung instead of other places...hahhahaa...there no place like home :P
Ok lets get to the point of posting this post...opening giler meleret...wanna talk about tempe...reason y i wanna talk about it...sbb 2 days ago my housemate got homemade tempe send from New Castle my by one of future doctor in microb...giler ko nak buat tempe PHD student ok...makngah aku kat Johor sure find its funny....dia buat menatang tu pejam mata je ok...high school pun tak habis...but i bet she's very intelligent if given opportunity...ok sebelum aku lari tajuk...sambung story tempe...sedap la sbb dia guna organic beans..but utk org yg tahu...the parameter of nak tahu tempe tu sedap tak...is the sebyk mana kulat tu cover the beans...sadly the one we got tak berkulat sgt...so tak la tempe tu dpt 5 star dari aku....tp alhamdulillah la at least ade kan???
So aku pun google and tgk utube...among the many ways yg i used if i miss Malaysian food...dpt tgk kat utube pun jadi la...kesian kan???...hahahaha...amazingly tempe is not something that alien at this part of continent...amazingly rupanya they know about it...and its the main source of protien for the vegan here...sgt hype la tempe rupanya....sbb time kat malaysia aku selalu kena perli...girls why r u eating that thing...... soo kampung....hahahaa...selalunya that person mmg tak rapat dgn aku...sbb mgg ko cr pasal namanya tu...definately kena smash la...hello iam a kampung girl so what???..sampai ke bulan pun aku still akan makan benda2 kampung ni ok...hahhaa...nahhh kau ambik tempe is a hype food kat London n US ok...nak tahu how much???...400 grms...GBP3.50....RM18.50 ok!!!!...sakit perut aku nak beli yesterday...kalu kat malaysia silap haribulan 1 guni aku leh dapat....hahhahaa....makngah aku leh kaya buat menatang ni kalu dtg sini...:P
But they call wit H....tempeh...instead of tempe...maybe lidah mat saleh..suka benor menambah2 words....hahaaa...funny....the one that i buy amazingly made from???...ce teka...amazingly its from Belgium...hahaa...kelakar sungguh...ok dah lapar plak bila sebut...lets masak...bon appatite :)
Monday, March 5, 2012
Values...
How we value our self???...based on its face value...market value or what its really worth ??? ....its current state or potential value its will become and brings ???
Have you eve ask how much you are value??...what kind of varable are we putting to make up the end result in the 1st place??
In accounting there is two different way of valuing one asset...book/face value or market value...the one the compay think how much worth there are and the letter how much other people think its valued...it can be overvalue or vice versa....thus i guess its just the same as how we value human being it self...but we always being bombarded ...do not care how much other value you but how you value your self is the most important part...
Over the few months I have been asking myself....how much am i value???..to my self and others...what kind of variables that i put in to the consideration in order to value my self and subsequently...others???....brain, looks, attitude, believe, behaviour etc?????
In real world there are even professional that take this job....show how difficult the process its need inorder to come out with the result...not only that they even give value to the valuer its self...see my point???
I leave this post with a question still...what and how much is the parameter needed in order to come to the end value itself???....how we value our self..how others value us...and the most important thing how Allah value it???
Have you eve ask how much you are value??...what kind of varable are we putting to make up the end result in the 1st place??
In accounting there is two different way of valuing one asset...book/face value or market value...the one the compay think how much worth there are and the letter how much other people think its valued...it can be overvalue or vice versa....thus i guess its just the same as how we value human being it self...but we always being bombarded ...do not care how much other value you but how you value your self is the most important part...
Over the few months I have been asking myself....how much am i value???..to my self and others...what kind of variables that i put in to the consideration in order to value my self and subsequently...others???....brain, looks, attitude, believe, behaviour etc?????
In real world there are even professional that take this job....show how difficult the process its need inorder to come out with the result...not only that they even give value to the valuer its self...see my point???
I leave this post with a question still...what and how much is the parameter needed in order to come to the end value itself???....how we value our self..how others value us...and the most important thing how Allah value it???
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