This is my personal space...i'll write what i want, like and what eva i felt...if u felt annoyed...its your own problem...sincerly i do not care less....
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Hello Winter
Its 4.44 pm...but outside its already dark as if its already maghrib...todays mark the 8 hours gap with Tanah Melayu...how i miss the sun shine....
Friday, October 28, 2011
My Class
Officially hari ni adalah class paling best...sbb:
- my lacturer is so alive
- eventhou topic boring he succed to make it super intresting
- for the 1st time tak tgk jam langsung...sedar2 dah petang n time to go home :)
- manage to walk from collage to my home 45 min of walk (by right around 20 min - habiskan masa pusing2 alam...leave me with lots of time to think...;)
- dapat makan kebab yg super sedap...n super byk...n super murah :)
- yes...akhrinya period!!!...so its will end my mood swing/super sensitive feeling yg entah hapa2 itu.
p/s: skg tgh skt perut sbb byk sgt makan cili jeruk...(8 bijik...hahahaha...padan la muka...its call chemical reaction....but i dont even care...coz my mood is soo dam good toningt :)
- ok maybe jgk sbb akhirnya after nearly 2 months baru berjaya skype with my lil bro...eventhou sound tak keluar...dpt main2 tkr image kat screen...yg mengarut2 tu...cam bdk2...its so much fun ;)
- my lacturer is so alive
- eventhou topic boring he succed to make it super intresting
- for the 1st time tak tgk jam langsung...sedar2 dah petang n time to go home :)
- manage to walk from collage to my home 45 min of walk (by right around 20 min - habiskan masa pusing2 alam...leave me with lots of time to think...;)
- dapat makan kebab yg super sedap...n super byk...n super murah :)
- yes...akhrinya period!!!...so its will end my mood swing/super sensitive feeling yg entah hapa2 itu.
p/s: skg tgh skt perut sbb byk sgt makan cili jeruk...(8 bijik...hahahaha...padan la muka...its call chemical reaction....but i dont even care...coz my mood is soo dam good toningt :)
- ok maybe jgk sbb akhirnya after nearly 2 months baru berjaya skype with my lil bro...eventhou sound tak keluar...dpt main2 tkr image kat screen...yg mengarut2 tu...cam bdk2...its so much fun ;)
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Toilet
Ok 1 question....kalau gi jejln/drive n anda perlu ke tandas...petrol stations yg manakah anda pilih??
Notes...aku bkn la jenis yg mengada2 sgt...tp bg aku tandas adalah yg tempat yg sgt penting utk di jaga kebersihannya....kengkadang tu kalu tak tahan macam mana pun bleh potong kalu tandas cam hampas...aka menjijikkan...agreed??
Benda ni aku dah lama perasan dari time uni lagi...sbb aku n roomate aku dah buat test...petrol station mana yg plg bersih and best utk menunaikan hajat...hahhahaa( sbb utamanya dua2 jenis kuat gi tandas...habis makan or minum ja...give us around half & hour confirmed cari tandas...hahhahaa...(sorry kepada sapa yg rs benda ni agak tak appropriate utk di story kan di sini...hahahaha...as if i care)....
Orait back to my question....which one???....Shell, Esso, Petronas, BP...etc???
For me if nak toilet...the answer will always be Petronas....entah kenapa...regardless la kat mana pun...petronas punya tandas confirmed bersih la...without exception based on my sample la....(note aku pam minyak kat Malaysia guna Shell ( sggh tak patriotic...but its give me better milage :)....tp bila nak gi tandas...confirmed gi cari Petronas...hahahahaa....n nasib baik la kat Malaysia Petronas and Shell selalunya sebelah2 je...:P
And due to that aku selalu ada question ni at the back on my head....kenapa???...besala dah nama auditor...takkan pernah dpt terima fakta tanpa bukti and asbab...mesti nak jgk tahu kenapa and mengapa??...sorry dah in my blood....so hari ni terjawab la soalan yg dah lama bersarang dlm otak aku....rupa2nya Petronas Petrol Station KPI telah menyenaraikan toilet as part of thier performence evaluation indicator....siap ada award lagi ok utk tandas yg terbersih...(ni dok igt zaman sek menengah plak...pertandingan kebersihan)...siap ada star rated lagi ok....impressed...:)
Ok dah bagi fakta nak la kena kasi evidence mana aku dpt fact tu kan???....sila refer ke link ni....http://www.nst.com.my/nst/articles/27pede/Article/....story mori pasal dealer Petronas terbaik kat Sarawak...and her premise won two award...n one of it....1Malaysia Clean 2011 Toilet Petrol Station category (four-star rating)...yeaaaa...tandas bersih matlamat kita...('.')v
p/s: dah kalu tandas pun bersih...yg lain2 pun kena la bersih jgk k :)
Notes...aku bkn la jenis yg mengada2 sgt...tp bg aku tandas adalah yg tempat yg sgt penting utk di jaga kebersihannya....kengkadang tu kalu tak tahan macam mana pun bleh potong kalu tandas cam hampas...aka menjijikkan...agreed??
Benda ni aku dah lama perasan dari time uni lagi...sbb aku n roomate aku dah buat test...petrol station mana yg plg bersih and best utk menunaikan hajat...hahhahaa( sbb utamanya dua2 jenis kuat gi tandas...habis makan or minum ja...give us around half & hour confirmed cari tandas...hahhahaa...(sorry kepada sapa yg rs benda ni agak tak appropriate utk di story kan di sini...hahahaha...as if i care)....
Orait back to my question....which one???....Shell, Esso, Petronas, BP...etc???
For me if nak toilet...the answer will always be Petronas....entah kenapa...regardless la kat mana pun...petronas punya tandas confirmed bersih la...without exception based on my sample la....(note aku pam minyak kat Malaysia guna Shell ( sggh tak patriotic...but its give me better milage :)....tp bila nak gi tandas...confirmed gi cari Petronas...hahahahaa....n nasib baik la kat Malaysia Petronas and Shell selalunya sebelah2 je...:P
And due to that aku selalu ada question ni at the back on my head....kenapa???...besala dah nama auditor...takkan pernah dpt terima fakta tanpa bukti and asbab...mesti nak jgk tahu kenapa and mengapa??...sorry dah in my blood....so hari ni terjawab la soalan yg dah lama bersarang dlm otak aku....rupa2nya Petronas Petrol Station KPI telah menyenaraikan toilet as part of thier performence evaluation indicator....siap ada award lagi ok utk tandas yg terbersih...(ni dok igt zaman sek menengah plak...pertandingan kebersihan)...siap ada star rated lagi ok....impressed...:)
Ok dah bagi fakta nak la kena kasi evidence mana aku dpt fact tu kan???....sila refer ke link ni....http://www.nst.com.my/nst/articles/27pede/Article/....story mori pasal dealer Petronas terbaik kat Sarawak...and her premise won two award...n one of it....1Malaysia Clean 2011 Toilet Petrol Station category (four-star rating)...yeaaaa...tandas bersih matlamat kita...('.')v
p/s: dah kalu tandas pun bersih...yg lain2 pun kena la bersih jgk k :)
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
A reminder to myself
I need to be very stright to my self...i need to remember HARD why i am here in the 1st place!!!!....your goal...your objective locked!!!...no compromise....you have sacrifice a lot in order to be here....make it worth it...every cent...every penny....and every minutes past by...all those are purely distraction...you need to make the comming 8 months worth it...your spending your life with it...no plan B accepted....burn everything to the ground!!...all that matters your objectives achived by June 2012...and i promise you that we gonna be for each other no matter what...surprise your self...you are a strong, smart, attractive and an independent young women....tommorow going to be a better day...I promise...believe in yourself...and no matter what I will always love you...remember that!!
Monday, October 24, 2011
Such Talent
He is the Co-Champian of Cliburn Competition for 2009. He has been blind since born and start to play only with the small piano when he was 2 ++. He learned his tone by hearing and perfectly delivered it without fails...for concerto music notes its just pure crazy on how he can remember them all...
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Dark of the monn
Ok i admit..its quite old for me to watch the movie at this time of the year...trust me the reasons being...when the movie being released...i was bong down with the worst year of my audit life..3 big client in the same time...working like crazy people...each day going back home around 4 to 5 am consistently....7 days a weeks..without fail....no such thing as entertainment in my dictionary of my life that time...when i think back all the times...seems like immposible for a human being can endure such workload......we even back then called ourself "The Imppossible People.....we are the people that gonna make any wish came true"...we a special breed of human.....coz thats the only thing that logically can explain our situation every time sumone ask how we do it...coz sincerly...i my self really dont know what the answer are....seriously...n thank God that time has pass....:)
Lets come back to the movie...i watch the movie over my bruch today...home made roti canai with kuah dal yg super sedap :p
1st impression....my lord...1 hour 45 min....gila lama.....i stop 3 times just to finished the movie....its to long...byk sgt part yg unnecessary....terlalu byk part2 yg terlalu panjang...n tak ade point langsung...menghabiskan masa...thus membuatkan aku boring...
Sincerly I like wathching Transformer...but this round...to many part can be cut Mr Bay...patut la time release dulu both of my fanatic Transformer friend who watch the 1st release of the movie at 12 am on working days...get so disspointed with it....i remember thier FB comments....pls do not put so much expectation before you watch the Dark of the Moon...coz u will end up dissapointed....
And for the new chick...hemmm....i think i prefer Megan Fox...her looks r more exotic and unique...as for the new one....she just looks like typical dumb blondie yg dah sedia bersepah kat Hollywood....pls la thats type of girls is soo boring....try look back on all other super hero chick mana ada lagi yg blonde....Superman...its bruneet....Spiderman...its orange....Batman...its black....X-man...its even white kot....superhero wont date big boobs no brain chick...tak masuk akal ok !!!!
Ok dah...conclusion...nasib baik aku streaming je...if aku tgk kat cinema confirmed aku akan bebel lebih panjang :P
p/s: the only credit gives is on the part the building collapse and their all slinde on the window....only that!!!...yg lain aku dah tak igt...sbb as i say lama sgt...aku dah hilang focus ;p
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Protes at Garden of Knowledge & Virtue
Last week after reading The Star got to know that one of Ahmad Ibrahim Kulliyah of Law (AIKOL) are being suspended from service due to his comment to Sultan Selangor abt the raid at the PJ Church few months back...
Then I also heard from my friend FB page there will be a demonstration after Friday Prayers...
I think during my time got few demonstration in front of Masjid but its just like a normal assembly....but this time from the clip...hampir sakit jantung jgk la....my friend punya ayat"nasib baik tak terlondeh (sorry sensord skt) kain pelekat aku tgk.....suspend kot...hg kena tgk videonya....student skg dah makin berani...for me its gud alhamdulillah...tak de la ikut je kan...at least they making thier voice heard...hendaknya 100% mmg utk kebajikan student (selagi apa yg diaorg buat tak bertopengkan politik luar yg selalu sgt masuk campur hal uni)...yg ni one day aku akan story mori morning glory zaman aku jd student kat IIU dulu.
p/s: maybe esk kena chat dgn one or 2 student or exstudent AIKOL n ask what really happend...kalu baca paper mostly they will talk abt rubbish..hemmm...thats politics i guess
Then I also heard from my friend FB page there will be a demonstration after Friday Prayers...
I think during my time got few demonstration in front of Masjid but its just like a normal assembly....but this time from the clip...hampir sakit jantung jgk la....my friend punya ayat"nasib baik tak terlondeh (sorry sensord skt) kain pelekat aku tgk.....suspend kot...hg kena tgk videonya....student skg dah makin berani...for me its gud alhamdulillah...tak de la ikut je kan...at least they making thier voice heard...hendaknya 100% mmg utk kebajikan student (selagi apa yg diaorg buat tak bertopengkan politik luar yg selalu sgt masuk campur hal uni)...yg ni one day aku akan story mori morning glory zaman aku jd student kat IIU dulu.
p/s: maybe esk kena chat dgn one or 2 student or exstudent AIKOL n ask what really happend...kalu baca paper mostly they will talk abt rubbish..hemmm...thats politics i guess
Liger / Tiglon
Q: Is the picture above photoshop ?.....or its real??
I saw the same thing from my friend FB page who currently visiting China and took the same picture....thus i google it...to my amazement .....http://www.wild-facts.com/wild-fact-885-this-animal-is-dynamite-liger-2/
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Zain Bhikha....
I remember the 1st time I heard this beautiful voice when i listen to Yusuf Islam/Cat Steven London concert album in my car around 3 yrs back....
The 1st impression...subhannallah...dam so nice.... and i nearly cry...coz at that point i am a bit stress and every bit of the lyrics really hit me... short & sweet:)
And the recent song are seriouslly...owsome...like a hit song at Hitz...cool....upbeat....keep it up :)
The 1st impression...subhannallah...dam so nice.... and i nearly cry...coz at that point i am a bit stress and every bit of the lyrics really hit me... short & sweet:)
And the recent song are seriouslly...owsome...like a hit song at Hitz...cool....upbeat....keep it up :)
p/s: The iconic.....The girl with the red ballon pun ade jgk in the clip (,")
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
The Girl with the Red Ballon
I remember the 1st time i saw the image...Camden Town...accompanied my friend who looking for things before going back to Malaysia for good...i dont know why....the image really catch my eyes....
Thus i decided to google about it....quite an intresting fact indead...:)...enjoy the song...the female voice is very unique...and the guy looks like the Kapten Jack Sparrow ...what is the name again???...on ya Jonny Depp :P
p/s: I think i know why the picture really hit me...if u able to listen to lyrics...the chorous part i guess...llalaaalla...nvm...live goes on...wish me luck :)
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Too tired...
Ok today is the second day filling the form...duhhhhh....i know right...so long....and guess what...still ade few things yang pending...huhuhu.....and tommorow got doctor appointment...In the same time need to finished 8 big question for comming revision class....see how fast time flies...one of the subject dah start revision....huhuhuhu....bernafas dlm keadaan berlari
Today decide to do a big purchase....a multipurpose printer...4 times going forth and back to the store just because the printer point are not comptble with the point...felt so frustrated...nearly loose my temper...if back in Malaysia dam sure aku dah mengamuk besar...nevertheless...i did try to find the complain box but cannot find it...lagi sakit hati...
But i did trash few Malay word...and the only english word that comming from me....i am just too tired....i told that IT guy...how do you feel if you need to come back and forth just to change the stupid cord???( 4 times ok)....people here rearly mengamuk...they just love to wine....not like Amerika i guess...so i just follow...giving my frustrated face...at the end i got extra discount for it...sincerly...still tak puas hati sebenarnya....but what eva la i got lot of other things to sattle than wasting my time arguing...nevertheless i am sending a suggestion email to the company...by right they should know what kind of gadget the printer should have...geram betul...
One more thing...when i ask weather got ready made ink included or not in the printer they say don't have...thus i need to buy sperate catrages...bear in mind it original....mahal nak mampus ok...sekali balik umah...bkk box nampak dah ade ready made full set ink printer...lagi la geram..mendidih-didih!!!!...hello nampak sgt that IT guy dont know his product...summore printer tu on promotion kot....by right they should know the features....serious kalu back in Malaysia confirmed aku ngamuk jd Godzila kot!!!!....saje jual benda yg aku tak perlu kot in the 1st place!!!!!
Anyway kat customer service tadi org lain yang tlg mengamukkan utk aku.....dah la lembab nak mampus.....so everytime aku cakap...mmg sacarstic nak mampus kot sampai customer sebelah aku perasan kot aku tgh tahan marah yg amat sgt....
Antara sbb2 lain kenapa aku skt hati sgt...kat luar sejuk nak mampus kot...8 dgree...n aku tak tido from 4 am sbb dok sibuk isi form and call org2 Malaysia...(office, IRB, KWSP, my sponsor....oh part ni nanti aku cerita...its a gud thing..tp akg aku tak de mood nak story)
Tapi akhirnya dptla multipurpose printer tu berfungsi dgn jayanya....gumbira byk benda bleh sattle dgn adanya mesin ni.....huhuhuhuhu....aku tgh pikir apa la hikmah aku kena pi sampai 4 kali kat PC megastore tu hari ni....entah aku tak jumpa selain...selepas ni aku akan jadi heartless dlm membuat sebarang purchase....mmg kena bantai cukup2...jgn igt org yg jual tu pandai sgt...they are sumtime truly clueless!!!!
Ok sbb terlalu tired malam ni just buat 1 question...tu pun mcm kura2...tgk blog utk kasi mata terbukak sikit...eh apasal byk sgt aku taip ni...ok dah bye...sambung buat question lagi..:P
Today decide to do a big purchase....a multipurpose printer...4 times going forth and back to the store just because the printer point are not comptble with the point...felt so frustrated...nearly loose my temper...if back in Malaysia dam sure aku dah mengamuk besar...nevertheless...i did try to find the complain box but cannot find it...lagi sakit hati...
But i did trash few Malay word...and the only english word that comming from me....i am just too tired....i told that IT guy...how do you feel if you need to come back and forth just to change the stupid cord???( 4 times ok)....people here rearly mengamuk...they just love to wine....not like Amerika i guess...so i just follow...giving my frustrated face...at the end i got extra discount for it...sincerly...still tak puas hati sebenarnya....but what eva la i got lot of other things to sattle than wasting my time arguing...nevertheless i am sending a suggestion email to the company...by right they should know what kind of gadget the printer should have...geram betul...
One more thing...when i ask weather got ready made ink included or not in the printer they say don't have...thus i need to buy sperate catrages...bear in mind it original....mahal nak mampus ok...sekali balik umah...bkk box nampak dah ade ready made full set ink printer...lagi la geram..mendidih-didih!!!!...hello nampak sgt that IT guy dont know his product...summore printer tu on promotion kot....by right they should know the features....serious kalu back in Malaysia confirmed aku ngamuk jd Godzila kot!!!!....saje jual benda yg aku tak perlu kot in the 1st place!!!!!
Anyway kat customer service tadi org lain yang tlg mengamukkan utk aku.....dah la lembab nak mampus.....so everytime aku cakap...mmg sacarstic nak mampus kot sampai customer sebelah aku perasan kot aku tgh tahan marah yg amat sgt....
Antara sbb2 lain kenapa aku skt hati sgt...kat luar sejuk nak mampus kot...8 dgree...n aku tak tido from 4 am sbb dok sibuk isi form and call org2 Malaysia...(office, IRB, KWSP, my sponsor....oh part ni nanti aku cerita...its a gud thing..tp akg aku tak de mood nak story)
Tapi akhirnya dptla multipurpose printer tu berfungsi dgn jayanya....gumbira byk benda bleh sattle dgn adanya mesin ni.....huhuhuhuhu....aku tgh pikir apa la hikmah aku kena pi sampai 4 kali kat PC megastore tu hari ni....entah aku tak jumpa selain...selepas ni aku akan jadi heartless dlm membuat sebarang purchase....mmg kena bantai cukup2...jgn igt org yg jual tu pandai sgt...they are sumtime truly clueless!!!!
Ok sbb terlalu tired malam ni just buat 1 question...tu pun mcm kura2...tgk blog utk kasi mata terbukak sikit...eh apasal byk sgt aku taip ni...ok dah bye...sambung buat question lagi..:P
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Can't wait for this movie to go out...:)
Yea i know its seems quite hard for me to go to cinema these days...eventhou i got Orange free ticket every wednesday...but nevatheless...i already found the streaming site that have HD quality movie online which is free...:p....ok maybe lambat la skt nak keluar...but neva mind.....as long as its free ;P
Two movies...
One ...Moneyball
Si-Fi movies....when world most valuble comodities (money) is being replace with times...intresting how they gonna plot the story...
Two movies...
One ...Moneyball
Based on trues story....how he see football based on financial instruments perspective....yea...its intresting how people can applied knowledge in daily lifes and do wonders...inspiring...
Second...In Time
Si-Fi movies....when world most valuble comodities (money) is being replace with times...intresting how they gonna plot the story...
Both of the lead actor are listed as top 5 actor paid in Hollywood...have you eva wonder why these people making such big bucks in thier carrear???....I think the main reasons would be they love what they doing....thus u tend to do the best that you can in the things that you love right???...and gradually it will be rewarded....
Yea...cant wait for the movie to be out ;)
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
World are too twisted....its get me sick reading all these...
I think lately lots of people forget why they married in the 1st place...i am saying this sbb few of close people around me are getting married soon....3 of them...and let i put it this way...all of them are facing big issues...and i dont know why...i always end up being the listener...no complain...i just being there to listen...coz sumtime i think they will found solution...but need peole to listen for them to wine about it...
One day...bila one of them dok story mory morning glory...tetiba question...sbb the session are normally like i am the listener only...but that day quite different...I pause quite long...put thing into perspective...for me its quite simple....do not made judgement based on emotion only..be rational...i know its not easy at this point of relationship.....personally i think the most important question here is are both of the party remember why they are getting married in the 1st place....are the objectives of both parties the same???.....
The typical answer would be...i love him/her....i just smile...i just question them...are your partner will be able to be a good husband/wife, father/mother to ur child, being able to adapt to your family and friends and vice versa....are getting married to him/her gonna make you a better person???...a better Abb' towards Him????....
Yes love is important...but towards to certain extend....its just not enough...rasa cinta and sayang semua datang Dari-nya....remember that all we have now are just 'pinjaman' from him...he can take and give when eva he likes....
Ya i know i am not at your position right now...but still being a lister to 3 different type of people and gender...and having the experince of number of people that already married....issues always arised in relationship....kalu sebelum kawin dah tak tahan the battle...cam na tu???...coz believe me after kawin lagi banyak ujian....dgn setan yg makin sakit hati sbb terbentuknya sebuah keluargayg halal and berlandaskan agama Islam....lagi la byk ujian yg akan dtg....
What i can do now...pry for all these people happiness...
And please betulkan niat and objective masing2 bila nak mula melangkah ke alam baru ni....
Please love him/her sbb Allah....kalu dia tak reti appreciate you now...igtla all you do is because your seeking His blessing...jgn mengharap pd benda yg tak hakiki...
Jgn jadi org2 kat barat...as world are too twisted smpai wujudnya dating site utk married couple..apakah???....its get me sick reading it....http://uk.lifestyle.yahoo.com/why-i-use-extra-marital-affairs-website-to-spice-up-my-love-life.html......ni semua jadi sbb people forget what are the main objective they getting married in the first place....and i pry all who already married....please remember the objective as simple as that.
One day...bila one of them dok story mory morning glory...tetiba question...sbb the session are normally like i am the listener only...but that day quite different...I pause quite long...put thing into perspective...for me its quite simple....do not made judgement based on emotion only..be rational...i know its not easy at this point of relationship.....personally i think the most important question here is are both of the party remember why they are getting married in the 1st place....are the objectives of both parties the same???.....
The typical answer would be...i love him/her....i just smile...i just question them...are your partner will be able to be a good husband/wife, father/mother to ur child, being able to adapt to your family and friends and vice versa....are getting married to him/her gonna make you a better person???...a better Abb' towards Him????....
Yes love is important...but towards to certain extend....its just not enough...rasa cinta and sayang semua datang Dari-nya....remember that all we have now are just 'pinjaman' from him...he can take and give when eva he likes....
Ya i know i am not at your position right now...but still being a lister to 3 different type of people and gender...and having the experince of number of people that already married....issues always arised in relationship....kalu sebelum kawin dah tak tahan the battle...cam na tu???...coz believe me after kawin lagi banyak ujian....dgn setan yg makin sakit hati sbb terbentuknya sebuah keluargayg halal and berlandaskan agama Islam....lagi la byk ujian yg akan dtg....
What i can do now...pry for all these people happiness...
And please betulkan niat and objective masing2 bila nak mula melangkah ke alam baru ni....
Please love him/her sbb Allah....kalu dia tak reti appreciate you now...igtla all you do is because your seeking His blessing...jgn mengharap pd benda yg tak hakiki...
Jgn jadi org2 kat barat...as world are too twisted smpai wujudnya dating site utk married couple..apakah???....its get me sick reading it....http://uk.lifestyle.yahoo.com/why-i-use-extra-marital-affairs-website-to-spice-up-my-love-life.html......ni semua jadi sbb people forget what are the main objective they getting married in the first place....and i pry all who already married....please remember the objective as simple as that.
Who am i to you??
Last night dlm melayan perut yg meragam...n dlm cubaan untuk habiskan mind map yg dah macam peta Benua Eropah+Asia tu...tetiba playlist kat laptop hit lagu fav arwah mak...Apologize...Timberland...satu2nya lagu mat salleh yg aku dok main yg mak aku comment sedap....n dia suka tgk VCnya...oh mak u have such a good taste....terlalu fresh memory tu....tetiba air mata menitik...rasa rindu aku dtg lagi....aku fikir macam mana aku bleh hidup for the past year tanpa seorg mak dlm hidup aku....suka duka aku sapa yg dengar???....yg tanpa jemu...dgr aku membebel...for the 1st few month lepas arwah mak pergi....aku selalu dail her number kat hp...n tgg ade org jawab tak...bila tak de...aku selumber je bebel2 cam konon mak aku dok dgq kat the other end....bila dah habis...aku akan off je hp....
Yg tambah aku rs sengal skg...dulu aku selalu dok berangan bila ada chance nak dok merantau....leh bwk mak aku sekali...aku gi kerja...mak aku gi masjid or class agama...boring2....dia leh jejln gi tgk adik aku....time tu kitaorg selau dok berangan yg aku akan dok kat Hemisfera selatan and adik aku dok kat matahari terbit...so aku selalu ajar mak aku english..so that if one day that dream come true...she will not have any problems to tag us along...n language barrier tak de issue for her.....tp skg aku sengsorang ja kat sini...
Maybe semua ini yg terbaik untuk semua org...aku tambah matang bila tahu aku kena jadi lebih kuat dlm apa sj yg aku buat...bila sengsorang...kena telan je semua benda...life is a journey...its built who your today ....stronger...a fighter :)
Semua tu tinggal dlm memory otak aku sorang ja skg.....skg aku hanya tinggal satu tempat..DIA...rabbi yassir wala tu'asir....
I once have someone that i thought i can share this life with....our ups and down shared...but bila one day aku tanya " who am i to you? ".....a friend....agak kecewa sbb semua benda yg aku luahkan kat dia bkn semua org dpt dgr...but dia decide utk hanya kawan....dlm keterpaksaan aku akur jgk decision tu....walaupun sebenarya aku rebel...hari ni aku dpt tahu dia tgh down...aku kenal dia...dia sgt perluakn seseorg utk bercakap dgn dia skg....tapi aku buat senyap ja...but deep in my heart only Allah knows.
Apologize dah dkt 100 times play dr last night....housemate aku sure tgh stress dgr lagu sama ja...tp tak bunyi apa2...sbb dia nampak aku tgh hanyut sengsorang....
Yg tambah aku rs sengal skg...dulu aku selalu dok berangan bila ada chance nak dok merantau....leh bwk mak aku sekali...aku gi kerja...mak aku gi masjid or class agama...boring2....dia leh jejln gi tgk adik aku....time tu kitaorg selau dok berangan yg aku akan dok kat Hemisfera selatan and adik aku dok kat matahari terbit...so aku selalu ajar mak aku english..so that if one day that dream come true...she will not have any problems to tag us along...n language barrier tak de issue for her.....tp skg aku sengsorang ja kat sini...
Maybe semua ini yg terbaik untuk semua org...aku tambah matang bila tahu aku kena jadi lebih kuat dlm apa sj yg aku buat...bila sengsorang...kena telan je semua benda...life is a journey...its built who your today ....stronger...a fighter :)
Semua tu tinggal dlm memory otak aku sorang ja skg.....skg aku hanya tinggal satu tempat..DIA...rabbi yassir wala tu'asir....
I once have someone that i thought i can share this life with....our ups and down shared...but bila one day aku tanya " who am i to you? ".....a friend....agak kecewa sbb semua benda yg aku luahkan kat dia bkn semua org dpt dgr...but dia decide utk hanya kawan....dlm keterpaksaan aku akur jgk decision tu....walaupun sebenarya aku rebel...hari ni aku dpt tahu dia tgh down...aku kenal dia...dia sgt perluakn seseorg utk bercakap dgn dia skg....tapi aku buat senyap ja...but deep in my heart only Allah knows.
Apologize dah dkt 100 times play dr last night....housemate aku sure tgh stress dgr lagu sama ja...tp tak bunyi apa2...sbb dia nampak aku tgh hanyut sengsorang....
Monday, October 10, 2011
Everything under 1 GBP....
As i am currently holding title of Full Time Student its equivelent to financially constrain....nvm....its an investment for a better future....but believe me...zaman undergrad i already used to it and of course can do...without any difficultty.....coz at that time to see RM100 in your purse is already a big deal....:P
But....I need to be financially contious after nearly 4 years of comfartable lifestyle...back then cashing in more that GBP 1k a months is a bless....seriouslly...you can jus tbuy everything under the sun.
Present time....I need to make sure everthing especially grocery that i buy is worth below GBP1....currently everytime i go to shopping...I take it as a challange....the cheapest price for every items that i buy......but luckily here all the in store brand name are all quality stuff....felt so bless...if back in home land....dam sure i already sacrificing the taste...and sumtime i found instore items are more value for my money...i guess strong consumer right here caused all this :)
Last weekend try to find flats for my self...as i only have one sport shoes that i wear almost everywhere (back in KL i have 10 to 20 pairs)...hahahahaa...even my lacturer notice it...OMG....but in the good way...he take me as an example in the class where sumtime social/fashion/style are not applied anymore in consumerism...as lots of people will just used product in what eva situation.....i just say to him that the shoes that i have is the most comfartable in terms of its soel and grip..n yada...yada...yada.....hahahhaa...thats is totally sale persons talk that day...the truth is because i have constrain in my green...hahahahaa....but i finally manage to buy one very cute+stylish flats at DP.....with 70% discount after nearly 1 and half our of searching...oh ya 80%....pluss 10% for being a student :P...nearly shock as i only need to pay GBP7 for DP ok!!!...u will never find that in Malaysia...even selipar tandas cost you RM10 kat pasar malam...we r talking branded item here....the best purchase i made eva ;)
p/s: In life there are always +ve and -ve in everything...regardless....just keep on looking at the glass as half full :P
But....I need to be financially contious after nearly 4 years of comfartable lifestyle...back then cashing in more that GBP 1k a months is a bless....seriouslly...you can jus tbuy everything under the sun.
Present time....I need to make sure everthing especially grocery that i buy is worth below GBP1....currently everytime i go to shopping...I take it as a challange....the cheapest price for every items that i buy......but luckily here all the in store brand name are all quality stuff....felt so bless...if back in home land....dam sure i already sacrificing the taste...and sumtime i found instore items are more value for my money...i guess strong consumer right here caused all this :)
Last weekend try to find flats for my self...as i only have one sport shoes that i wear almost everywhere (back in KL i have 10 to 20 pairs)...hahahahaa...even my lacturer notice it...OMG....but in the good way...he take me as an example in the class where sumtime social/fashion/style are not applied anymore in consumerism...as lots of people will just used product in what eva situation.....i just say to him that the shoes that i have is the most comfartable in terms of its soel and grip..n yada...yada...yada.....hahahhaa...thats is totally sale persons talk that day...the truth is because i have constrain in my green...hahahahaa....but i finally manage to buy one very cute+stylish flats at DP.....with 70% discount after nearly 1 and half our of searching...oh ya 80%....pluss 10% for being a student :P...nearly shock as i only need to pay GBP7 for DP ok!!!...u will never find that in Malaysia...even selipar tandas cost you RM10 kat pasar malam...we r talking branded item here....the best purchase i made eva ;)
p/s: In life there are always +ve and -ve in everything...regardless....just keep on looking at the glass as half full :P
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Technique to practice
Few weeks back a new friend of mine give this comment about me after 3 days meeting....she conclude that I have know how to nevigate well around people....i just laugh....n thank her...regradless of the true intentions of her giving the comments to me....nvm...just see the glass are half full...yea...and told her that she is not the 1st one giving me that comment...and she continue by saying that why i choose to be in the industry that i am in???...why not lawyer or sales...hahahaa....continue smiling....being in the industry that i am..... yes knowledge and skills is important but if you want to go far...in what ever you do...proactive communication is essential...you need to continuesly communicate with various level of people...nevigation, negotiation and ability to communicate well is a key success...Prof Ungku Aziz famous word....
Background : The author is a successfull sales person...a very good book to improve communication daily...maybe the title is a bit cliche...but the techniques that she introduce are really intresting to be practice and to be perfected by all :P
Rajin bercakap, rajin bekerja - bagus sekali
Rajin bekerja, malas bercakap - kena buli
Malas kerja, rajin bercakap - wayang Cina
Malas bekerja, malas bercakap - tak guna
Malas bekerja, suka mengadu - nyanyuk
Malas bekerja, selalu ponteng - baik berhenti
Malas bekerja, suka menyibuk - baik mati
Apart of reading all the exam related books..articles...and standard for my comming exam....currently reading...
Background : The author is a successfull sales person...a very good book to improve communication daily...maybe the title is a bit cliche...but the techniques that she introduce are really intresting to be practice and to be perfected by all :P
Friday, October 7, 2011
Again???.....why???
Ok this time its has been a sleepless night again.....due to...i dream again???.....and this time I getting engaged...wake up with such annoyence....I need to find the root cause of this series of dream....there must be something that bothers my day without i noticing it in the first place....need to kill it before its getting my nerve!!!
p/s: its 8 c outside...dam cold....n Lancaster already snow!!! mampus....i need to find cheap boots and winter coat...you know why I need one If you have read my entry before.....rabbi yassir walla tua'sir...amin
p/s: its 8 c outside...dam cold....n Lancaster already snow!!! mampus....i need to find cheap boots and winter coat...you know why I need one If you have read my entry before.....rabbi yassir walla tua'sir...amin
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Myself
This time the entry gonna be a total self centred type....talking about me, myself and I
I come to a realization on certain thing in my life over the few years....
Note that I have a hard time making friends....note for those that know me might comment the other way around ......as people know me with a bubbly character...yea...agreed...on the surface yes...true...for me its call netwoking...i have no problems with that....i am dam good at that actually...but i am talking about friends...the one that i am willing to kill the other person literally if he/she try to hurt them kind a person...its really hard...to the max...i have this insecurity issue...i know that i am not perfect...but still i am working hard to be one...so for those people that have become my friends I will treasure you guys/girls forever insyallah....
On the other hand...normally the one that are really close with me...by default...we cannot live together 24 hours....due to...i am the kind of person who love my space...WIDE....found a few one that understand that....they still being a bitch talking behind me because I love to keep secret...never mind... i can live with people who a bitching behind my back...FYI..note that other people also have mouth and have the same ability to bitch back about you ya...my stand i will not used...coz if i do i gonna be end up being just like you...which is i am not....maybe for whom that read this might find it difficult to comprehend what is the main thing i am typing all this down....no need to understand...just understood this....i am piss with some one that i taught MY FRIEND....but now i am officially delisted the status...and off playing sodoku to ease my tamper...adios!!!
I come to a realization on certain thing in my life over the few years....
Note that I have a hard time making friends....note for those that know me might comment the other way around ......as people know me with a bubbly character...yea...agreed...on the surface yes...true...for me its call netwoking...i have no problems with that....i am dam good at that actually...but i am talking about friends...the one that i am willing to kill the other person literally if he/she try to hurt them kind a person...its really hard...to the max...i have this insecurity issue...i know that i am not perfect...but still i am working hard to be one...so for those people that have become my friends I will treasure you guys/girls forever insyallah....
On the other hand...normally the one that are really close with me...by default...we cannot live together 24 hours....due to...i am the kind of person who love my space...WIDE....found a few one that understand that....they still being a bitch talking behind me because I love to keep secret...never mind... i can live with people who a bitching behind my back...FYI..note that other people also have mouth and have the same ability to bitch back about you ya...my stand i will not used...coz if i do i gonna be end up being just like you...which is i am not....maybe for whom that read this might find it difficult to comprehend what is the main thing i am typing all this down....no need to understand...just understood this....i am piss with some one that i taught MY FRIEND....but now i am officially delisted the status...and off playing sodoku to ease my tamper...adios!!!
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Memory...1st night
1st night sampai...suara pilot kedengaran...selepas 12 jam...kita akan mendarat sebentar lagi dan awal setgh jam dari jadual...dalam hati alhamdullillah bleh la aku beranikan diri untuk ke Liverpool Street kalu still awal. Pandangan terakhir sebelum touch down....wow...byknya lampu...(note that aku jakun sikit...besala budak kampung yg tak pernah langsung keluar dari tempurungnya...cecah kaki kat KL pun sbb dpt belajar and cari rezeki...kalu tak mmg aku akan bertapa la di kampung halaman ku...note ticket utk keluar rumah hanya tertera untuk pergi belajar atau kerja...if not...sila duduk rumah)...hem..memory...sampai hari ni aku still tak percaya leh sampai kat sini....semua ketentuan darinya...alhamdulillah.....the 1st few weeks aku kerap bangun dari tidur dah terfikir...eh kat mana yek skg?...then baru sedar aku dah bertukar benua.
1st time keluar dari Tanah Melayu setelah berabad...note this is my 2nd flight experince....1st time ade visa dalam seumur hidup....kelakar btl pengalaman kat airport tadi...sbbkan kebluran aku tak tahu mcm mana nak go through peneriksaan kastam...lawak...leh plak aku gi beratur yg panajng kat tmpat lain...nasib baik la pak guard tegur aku...dik Malaysian kan?...leh check automatic ye...oh ye ke pakcik...terima kasih...sy tak tahu...huhuhuhhu....sendirian ....situasi ini membuatkan aku tersenyum sendiri...pttla org keliling aku pandang semacam je tadi.......hahahahhaa......agak ketinggalan untuk seorg yg sudah berusia ini....
Dalam lautan manusia.....aku hampir tengelam dengan tubuh yg kecil ini.....situasi kelakar berlaku lagi...laguage seberat 23 kilo tak mampu diangkat dari mesin roller...hahhaaa..sambil ketawa kecil aku gagahkan jugak...nasib baik ada couple Brits's sebaris dgn ku menghulurkan bantuan....lega...thank you so much...sambil senyum macam budak kecik...."its ok love...be safe ya"...aku senyum saja...dalam hati tuhan saja yang tahu....heeemmmm...macam mana ni???.....org yg janji nak dtg ambik aku tak jd dtg la plak....sebelum touch down tadi....tak henti2 aku berdoa agar perjalanan aku dipermudahkan....
Its ok...take it like challange....bayangkan ada camera yg follow hang...tajuknya " Zent Adventure"....lebih menarikan?...setiap langkah tak putus2 dgn zikir dan ayatul kursi....syarat...sila tunjuk confident...cam terror...n sila tanya orang bila tak pasti...lantak la nampak bodoh pun...dari bodoh sombong...am i getting it right?...
Alhamdulillah....perjalanan dr Stensted Airport sampai Westminister berjalan dgn lancar...bersyukur dgn pertolongannya.....tapi how I manage to get to infront of my flats...ceritanya terlalu panjang dan terlalu banyak a series of unfortunate eventnya....its truely a journey....its ok...i take it as among the most precious experiance in my life....
Ya Allah kau lindungilah aku dalam apa jua keadaan....peliharalah keselamatan dan kesihatanku...amin...
1st time keluar dari Tanah Melayu setelah berabad...note this is my 2nd flight experince....1st time ade visa dalam seumur hidup....kelakar btl pengalaman kat airport tadi...sbbkan kebluran aku tak tahu mcm mana nak go through peneriksaan kastam...lawak...leh plak aku gi beratur yg panajng kat tmpat lain...nasib baik la pak guard tegur aku...dik Malaysian kan?...leh check automatic ye...oh ye ke pakcik...terima kasih...sy tak tahu...huhuhuhhu....sendirian ....situasi ini membuatkan aku tersenyum sendiri...pttla org keliling aku pandang semacam je tadi.......hahahahhaa......agak ketinggalan untuk seorg yg sudah berusia ini....
Dalam lautan manusia.....aku hampir tengelam dengan tubuh yg kecil ini.....situasi kelakar berlaku lagi...laguage seberat 23 kilo tak mampu diangkat dari mesin roller...hahhaaa..sambil ketawa kecil aku gagahkan jugak...nasib baik ada couple Brits's sebaris dgn ku menghulurkan bantuan....lega...thank you so much...sambil senyum macam budak kecik...."its ok love...be safe ya"...aku senyum saja...dalam hati tuhan saja yang tahu....heeemmmm...macam mana ni???.....org yg janji nak dtg ambik aku tak jd dtg la plak....sebelum touch down tadi....tak henti2 aku berdoa agar perjalanan aku dipermudahkan....
Its ok...take it like challange....bayangkan ada camera yg follow hang...tajuknya " Zent Adventure"....lebih menarikan?...setiap langkah tak putus2 dgn zikir dan ayatul kursi....syarat...sila tunjuk confident...cam terror...n sila tanya orang bila tak pasti...lantak la nampak bodoh pun...dari bodoh sombong...am i getting it right?...
Alhamdulillah....perjalanan dr Stensted Airport sampai Westminister berjalan dgn lancar...bersyukur dgn pertolongannya.....tapi how I manage to get to infront of my flats...ceritanya terlalu panjang dan terlalu banyak a series of unfortunate eventnya....its truely a journey....its ok...i take it as among the most precious experiance in my life....
Ya Allah kau lindungilah aku dalam apa jua keadaan....peliharalah keselamatan dan kesihatanku...amin...
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