Decided

Ok after deliberating this issue quite sum time i have come to a conclusion....i gonna focus with my work and study right now...and as for the reward..i will do it on the new year celebration night...i want to start a new life...if -ve answer i will mourn about it for a while and then move on with it...but if the answer is +ve ....iam the happies person on earth...new year...new life...new beggining....lallallalalaa...so my focus and energy will be channel to the one thats need my priority right now...i need to be answer....no more waithing for sumthing that i keep on figuring out the answer...full stop...lalalallalala