Monday, April 23, 2012

Oh my....

I am being a really lazy bone lately...onlys study like 2 hours only per day this weeks...r u crazy girl???...its only few more weeks to go...arghhhh....stress....i dont know where all my energy go....malas2 tahap gaban lately...everytime study cam kena buat cam activity budak2 tadika...baru leh focus...what happend???....i used to be person that can stay focus for hours n hours...only start to realise time past once my stomoch make a symphony of ochestra.....why???....why???...ist because i keep on skipping my jogging lately???...or should i blame the rain that make me felt so cold everytime???....which one???...need to find solution fast !!!!!...any suggestion so that i can get on the sadle of hardworking+deligent student back...i need to get over this papers asap...keep on telling myself that...but its not working at all...see i even have time to write my blong during my normal study time...this is bad...really bad!!!!

Really hope its only a sat back...will look for my focus back n need to be more stringent with my self...help me!!!...pry that i can give my level best in what i do!!!

I need to do justice for myself....period!!!

p/s: please help me pry n find solution to this madness!!!

Monday, April 16, 2012

Save life concert - HMV Appolo, London

From MASB (2010) to Stadium Shah Alam (2011) and the latest HMV Applo London (2012)...i have been given a chance to go to Maher Zain concert.

This year its been held at HMV Appolo Hammersmith London around 1 hour 20 min journey with bus. Its one way after Royal Albert Hall.

The concert was owsome because it manage to gather all Awekening artis under thier recording label.


Something different here is that this concert are for charity...just the same with Malaysia, but the big different is appart from the crowd, they made an auction session in the middle of programme.

What are they selling???....its a chance for people to select the amount of charity that they want to give to save an orphan in order for them to open a school for orphan at Bangladesh.

Its start with £10,000 per year spnsor commitment...then £5,000....£2,500....£1,000...and £350...each year...what really exciting is that the whole hall was full with excitement....i think for £1,000...around 70++ people raise they hand to commit to the pledge....

I ???...if you may ask??....was crying silently all the way...felt so warm with the level of philantropist activities .....actually the main reason is that i do not have money to give my part to this orphan....really heart breaking....at that particular of time i silently promise something to myself...hope one day i can fullfilled it insyallah....amen... :)

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Breakaway :)

My health is getting better....now i know what its need....a rest...and lots of walking n breathing clean fresh air....so greatfull...thank you Allah...

FYI...just come back from a trip to the coutry side of UK....the national park....Lake distric...nearly 600km ++ from London....

Drop by at Bermingham...Mancester....Kendal...few lakes n hills...Leeds and Nottingham....

Got the experince to drive in UK...got GOLF VW...thats the cheapest car...hahaha...was like...the car standard here same just like our kancil back in Malaysia...

Will try to get the picture from all the camera women n upload it for sharing...such a wonderfull experince...thanking Allah for such wonderfull chance given :)

Sunday, April 1, 2012

hemmm...

I know i should be writing the edin part 2 n 3...actually i have do it...half way...WIP...its in the draft section...not feeling like it...just be patient with me...my tantrum up hill right now...too many things in my head...

Oh just wanna highlight one point...in the wilderness of studing the menimbun material for my papers...my head are crunching too many thing...i dont like it at all...warghhh...benci betul when i come to this state...dear pls...do it one by one...dont be in the rush...take it easy...try to learn to dance in the storm ok...n enjoy it ;)

Just remember all the good thing that He has give to you for the past week...a lot right??...so why should you only look at the thing that He do not give???....only give you stress and unsatisfaction k...your life is being written by Allah...He have a great plan for you...be paitent...n strive harder...keep on crushing the wall...it will come down to pieces one day...put enough pressure to it...it will happend....you can do it!!!!

Among the many more reason why my health down the hill lately...1. Keep on skipping excersise 2. Stress 3. The happy hormone is not produce enough...need to force my self to go to park tommorow!!!!!