I am leaving

JOY WILLIAMS - IF YOU WANNA GO

One more time sitting in a silent stare, and I'm the only one that's here,Let's just get it all out, Gimme every single word, even if it's gonna hurt... Cuz too many nights falling asleep,with all of these doubts stuck in between us,being polite is getting us nowhere now...

So if you wanna stay, just stay if you wanna go, if you wanna go just go So if you wanna stay, just stay if you wanna go,if you wanna go just go go far away, go far away...

So let's just fight maybe you could find some tears,and I could feel something real again you and i know we need to figure this out,tell me is it too late now...

Cuz too many nights falling asleep with all of these doubts stuck in between us,being polite is getting us nowhere now...

So if you wanna stay, just stay if you wanna go, if you wanna go just go ,So if you wanna stay, just stay if you wanna go, if you wanna go just go go far away, go far away...
We built too much just to stand and watch it fall apart... It hurts too much just to stay the way we are...

So if you wanna stay,just stay if you wanna go,if you wanna go just go So if you wanna stay, just stay if you wanna go, if you wanna go just go go far away, go far away...

Insyallah...

Anyway...last weeks was among the...hem what is the best word to describe it ya???...let me think....can i say horrible??....let used a more +ve word for it...."endurance"...hehhe...very2....

End of April news come in...as i got salaried revised...saw the salary slip....in disbelive.....WOW...WOW....WOW...that is the only word that come out from my mind and mouth....but as the big $$$$$ come in...i know what is the cathch here....

Rewind.....what happend for the past months

Back to back with few clients in the same time...date line...date line...dead line???...last week of April 38 hours without sleep...1st week of May....43hours more.....like seriously....(both of the week i create a new record...wearing the same working clothes and no bath...hahhahaha:P

Ok just what eva already...i''ll try my very best to overcome all this...just imagine that my life like a book...now the pages is the part where all the challenge comming in...hahaha...like the climax of my career life...just need to keep on turning the page...so that we can reach to the more relaxing and enjoying page/chapter of my life....

I see it as a push factor so that i can continue with my next move..keep on pending due to time and financial constrain...and of course....WORK....

Today take time to go register myself and learn what are the steps that i need to take in order to make my next move....insyallah with Allah will and bless...it will be easy...amin

As for now....next week need to go to immigration...to get the green card...

And hopefully everything will be smooth from there on....word from Sheikh Yusof Al-Qardawi....If Allah has destined ur rezeki ....no one can take it away from you......totally agreed.

Next step.....


Now prying and working hard to make it...and then...lets continue with what alse...hahahhaa...at office now....dancing with Lenovo...hhahahaa.....ya...ya i know its weekend...like what is weekend again for???....:p