Friday, July 30, 2010

Life time experince....

For the 1st time in my life i have been admitted in the hospital...its all due to my awfull back pain....after going back from work on tuesday night....drop by to 1 of the 24hours clinic...after talking to the doctor...he suggest me to go to specialist the next day....coz the pain have come back few time already....just to be sure thats everything is ok....cool i need to comfort myself...that nite i just depends on annerex....then on the very morning go see specialist...that time the pain seriously give me hell....just to drive from my house to Pusrawi is already a huge challnge...still cool...but i nearly loose my patient when i can't even put my bag on my shoulder...wth...this is too much....after futher discussion with Doc he suggest for me to be warded...OML....ok....during the stay....do few fisio session to reduce the pain....n the most scary part is the MRI session....the session is to dam long....n the wierd sound comming from the machine during the session is seriously to wierd....n the space in side it...just felt like it inside the coffin....
The next day...got the MRI result...hemmmmmm.....one of the disc in my spine between L4 + L5 have experince a traumatise effect..known as posterolateral prolapsed or also known as disc desiccation and bulging....the bone is dammm dark from the MRI image...plus between the L3+L4 there is a sign of sociolosis...hhahhaa..hope i spell it right...it means it got deterioration effect...wth...iam 25 years old for goodness sake...anyway iam luckt coz therw is no major surgery needed...depend on medication +fisiotherapy session....
Now....just got home leave....relex...but the thing is the awfull pain+stiffness are comming back....signnnnnnnnnnn ~~~~~~~~~~

Saturday, July 3, 2010

I am Backkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its been a while not having a very clear + vivid image of who + what I want in life….feels so great. Will make it happened no matter what, will finished my ACCA in 2011 period… a path that already be locked.
The matters off getting married?????....I need to put it next to my passenger seat for a while…. Allah had created each one of us in this world with a purpose….and I have found mine…and He has planned everything so well…will used it to max….Nobody can put me down + tear my world apart…coz I am back…stronger+bolder….a fighter never give up...they just c the hurdel as sumthing that will make them become a better person....love ur self, ur family and stay true to ur true friends...make sure u become a better person inside+outside each day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!