I Didn't Mean To Make You Mine by Nina

Don’t give me a second chance
It’ll be the same
You will be the consequence
And I will have the pain
You are something else
I have to survive
That is why I say
With tears in my eyes

[Chorus]

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn’t mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn’t mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish
I’d turn back time
I didn’t mean to make you
I didn’t mean to make you Mine
Don’t look at me like I’m mad
I thought you would know
I was getting way too sad
It was gonna show
There was no way I could hide
I could hide the truth
So I took the risk
And fell for you

[repeat Chorus]

I didn’t mean to make you hold me
I didn’t mean to get so lonely
I didn’t mean to say all this to you
I didn’t mean to make you need me
I didn’t mean to love you like I do
Look at what we’ve put us through

Am i being mean?????

Hhahahahahhaahaha...OMG iam being mean....guess what iam not that so innocent girl anymore...after what u have done to me....now its ur time to felt what i been through....am i at the point who did not care anymore...seriously...i dont....am i happy to c other people suffuring????...no pls its not that way...its just that i am in the lowest end of life when he did it to me last time...like crazy+summore it happends when it is in my peak period time....i cannot devide myself between work + feeling +stress...name it...i have gone through it all....now its ur time...(as people always say what goes around comes around)....life is a cycle...if u broke sumone heart...others will eventually done the same back to u....

Anything that u want in the world....

As the title...anything that i want in the world...you can have it all...i can make it all...anything either it big or small....never really know except when u try.....never be afraid to ask....fyi i am ready to gooooooooo.....just make it urs.....i want it all in my life...all the road are open in ur life....u can have it all.....give it up to me!!!!!!!!!!

You know what ??

You know what every time I say that I am fine…and that I am ok…I seriously laying to myself….yes I may look composed outside…but inside…I am loosing insanity…as for that I will stop saying that I am fine and I am ok…coz everytime when sumone ask me..r u ok…I will just put a simile in front of them…only Allah know what its really felt like inside…thus, I am saying loud and clear that I am not ok…I am hurt….the memory that I have is too sweet to remember….i need to learned how to let things go…that’s not going to be an easy job….i need to give chance for myself to be happy no matter what happened…

Salehah ur being injustice to ur own self now….pls love ur self 1st…its ok for being selfish…no matter what happened….ur the one that facing all this….c in the bright side ….u still have ur family+friends….Allah has give u so many thing please appreciate what you have now…and do not look to much at the things that ur loosing….maybe He is not good for u if we look at it in the future prospect…but guess what I have full faith in him…that’s why people say…when u really love sumone…others does not matters….maybe u should consider to love some that u may not going to fall in love with in the 1st place but it is logical to face the world and the reality…lots of people married to sumone that they are not in love with …a good example would be my mom ….she say when she married my dad…its was a challenge…she is not in love with him…but after nearly 40 yrs ++ she say I thanks Allah for give ur father as my husband….he is the best man I never know…and iam thankful for being his wife and mother to his child….and its really effect me….do hope that both of them are happy in Jannah…Amin :)