So these is the one that i will start tonight...hehehheee....buku ACCA kita read esk pagi la yek...class today dugaan btl...dgn sejuk bekunya...selsemanya...huhuhuhu...lets start :)
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Currently Reading....
Among the many things that i love being a full time student...the luxury of time to be spend doing what i love....in 2 months approximately i am already reading my 5th books...hoyeeee.....
So these is the one that i will start tonight...hehehheee....buku ACCA kita read esk pagi la yek...class today dugaan btl...dgn sejuk bekunya...selsemanya...huhuhuhu...lets start :)
The reason why i need to read these one particular book...sbb dah dkt 2 bln aku jalan n jogging...tak lari2...so need to find motivation..hope it will lead me to it ...hheeee ....:p
So these is the one that i will start tonight...hehehheee....buku ACCA kita read esk pagi la yek...class today dugaan btl...dgn sejuk bekunya...selsemanya...huhuhuhu...lets start :)
Sunday, January 29, 2012
I am tired...
The same question keep on comming back....who's ur boyfried???..then.....what how old ur again???...why u r not married yet??....ahhhhhhhhhh....pls aku dah penat nak jawab...too the point skg ni...aku mmg dah penat sgt nak layan these kind of question...x de topic lain kah???
Aku tak tahu kenapa...lately bila aku pikir kan balik....the main reason would be....sebenarnya aku dah segan/malas...penat....seriouslly people aku happy dgn what eva i have now...content....org tak paham...ade aku kesah???...so if i keep my distence from these kind of people...dont ask me why again...
I really want a break...giving my heart a rest...thats all i want..thank you
Aku tak tahu kenapa...lately bila aku pikir kan balik....the main reason would be....sebenarnya aku dah segan/malas...penat....seriouslly people aku happy dgn what eva i have now...content....org tak paham...ade aku kesah???...so if i keep my distence from these kind of people...dont ask me why again...
I really want a break...giving my heart a rest...thats all i want..thank you
Thursday, January 19, 2012
these year
Its seems like this is my 1st writing for 2012...been a while not scrable anything...hehehee...reasons???....what can i say???....hemmm...simple i dont have the desire to type..;P
Lots of great thing happend...Alhamdulillah...too many.....friends...knowledge...time...family....money :)))
Right now keep telling myself to be commited with my timetable...its really hard!!!!...coz..i need to excercise....keep telling myself i need to kill of the thing 1st thing everyday...coz last time when i was working i always used the excuses that i have to much work to do..so no time to excercise...hahhhaa..result....i have gain soo much weight....my BMI is hitting the unhealty zone already....lame as it can be....keep on finding the right motivation to keep me going....insyallah try to keep 1 hour each day walking around the neighbourhood...actully what really amaze is that there are lot of people who love to run at my area....i even manage to label time of excercising as peek hour and off-peak hour...at peak hour (morning and evening i can see more than 10 people running...) ....as for off peak ....minimum 3 people will be running...so great...
After nearly 2 months of walking....i am still walking man...not even jogging ok!!!.....excuses that i used..... my ligement r very frigile..scared it might injured....hahahahaa......or in the reality is i am really malas to run...keep telling myself at least i walk...hahhaa...then how to kurus like that???....1 of my friend status in FB that hit me...if you want to get someting that you never have before...be willing to do sumthing that you never done in your life....very true....
So my next target in comming weeks is to be able to jog...slowly...from 15 min to 30 min to 1 hour....for 1 month...then lets see what will happend the comming months....hope i can commit myself to it :)
Lots of great thing happend...Alhamdulillah...too many.....friends...knowledge...time...family....money :)))
Right now keep telling myself to be commited with my timetable...its really hard!!!!...coz..i need to excercise....keep telling myself i need to kill of the thing 1st thing everyday...coz last time when i was working i always used the excuses that i have to much work to do..so no time to excercise...hahhhaa..result....i have gain soo much weight....my BMI is hitting the unhealty zone already....lame as it can be....keep on finding the right motivation to keep me going....insyallah try to keep 1 hour each day walking around the neighbourhood...actully what really amaze is that there are lot of people who love to run at my area....i even manage to label time of excercising as peek hour and off-peak hour...at peak hour (morning and evening i can see more than 10 people running...) ....as for off peak ....minimum 3 people will be running...so great...
After nearly 2 months of walking....i am still walking man...not even jogging ok!!!.....excuses that i used..... my ligement r very frigile..scared it might injured....hahahahaa......or in the reality is i am really malas to run...keep telling myself at least i walk...hahhaa...then how to kurus like that???....1 of my friend status in FB that hit me...if you want to get someting that you never have before...be willing to do sumthing that you never done in your life....very true....
So my next target in comming weeks is to be able to jog...slowly...from 15 min to 30 min to 1 hour....for 1 month...then lets see what will happend the comming months....hope i can commit myself to it :)
Friday, December 30, 2011
its happend
Its official aku tak balik for my mangkaq wedding...mode...kecewa...the most painfull feeling...i always be there for him...i always will manage to keep my promise for all weedding regardless of the location...but now its my own brother that i am talking about...sakit hati undiscribble...
Keep on telling myself...sabar..Allah have better plan...berat btl hati kali ni nak except...Dear heart...dah tak de rezeki...sabar..amen
Keep on telling myself...sabar..Allah have better plan...berat btl hati kali ni nak except...Dear heart...dah tak de rezeki...sabar..amen
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Xmas in London
Seriously among bebyk benda aku paling excited nak tgg Xmas kat sini...logicnya memandangkan majority org2 kat sini Cristian n chapel pun bersepah2...
Kat Malaya kalu time Xmas confrim all shopping complex berlumba2 decorate...sggh meriah..kengkadang sampai mengila hingga aku pernah terfikir...kata negara Islam???...mungkin sifat keterbukaan yg kononnya cool with it yg buat jd cam tu...ok aku bukan la tak suka..just terfikir adakah org Islam sendiri yg terlebih compromise???....
By saying that...aku mmg sgt2 nak tgk camna la org2 western celebrate....tp sincerly aku agak keciwa...aku membayangkan pokok sebesar2...dgn decoration yg bling2...extravagant style gitu...dah nama pun Christmas kan???....
Sepanjang Dec 2011 aku byk berjalan...dgn exam centre yg jauh nak mampus sampai tercampak ke Zon 3 (fyi aku dok Zon 1)...dr country side sampai la ke city of london sendiri...High Street to Harroads...name it....motif aku...nak tgk sejauh mana diaorg akan decorate the area...
Sincerly dari beratus rumah atau mungkin beribu yg aku tgk...cuma ada 1 je yg berhias bagai nak rak gaya dalam cerita home alone tu...hanya 1...sumpah aku tak tipu...agak keciwa sedikit....sampai aku ckp kawan aku...tu je ke yg diorg buat????...org Malaysia aku rs lagi 1000 kali ganda over...hahahhaaha...dia gelak ja dgn remarks aku...
Harrords sendiri pun just pasang2 lamp keling building n ada la seketul pokok chirstmas ketot...yg hanya ada 1 jenis lampu...yelow2...boringggggggggggggg.....aku yakin menatang tu recycle dari tahun lepas....
Ok mungkin high street better skt i guess...just ade elf+santa seketul dgn raindear...tu pun aku tgk cam sadis je lampu2nya...tak nampak grandnya....mengapakah???
My friend say expectation aku tinggi sgt kot...hello tinggikah kalu aku punya comparison Malaya yg berlebelkan negara islam???
Atau aku ckap kat dia...org2 kita yg terlebih over???
The only thing yg aku rs Xmas kat area umah aku...sbb nampak org dok keluar masuk usung Xmas tree dari B&Q...tu je la...oh lagi 1...jalan hari ni sunyi sepi nak mampus...cam padang jarak...serious.
Aku rs itu je la kot...esok Sale for Boxing day...hopefully keadaan akan lebih meriah...tp bc tfl tube n bus london driver akan strike...wth...aku tak bleh bayangkan camna Olympic nanti..
Kat Malaya kalu time Xmas confrim all shopping complex berlumba2 decorate...sggh meriah..kengkadang sampai mengila hingga aku pernah terfikir...kata negara Islam???...mungkin sifat keterbukaan yg kononnya cool with it yg buat jd cam tu...ok aku bukan la tak suka..just terfikir adakah org Islam sendiri yg terlebih compromise???....
By saying that...aku mmg sgt2 nak tgk camna la org2 western celebrate....tp sincerly aku agak keciwa...aku membayangkan pokok sebesar2...dgn decoration yg bling2...extravagant style gitu...dah nama pun Christmas kan???....
Sepanjang Dec 2011 aku byk berjalan...dgn exam centre yg jauh nak mampus sampai tercampak ke Zon 3 (fyi aku dok Zon 1)...dr country side sampai la ke city of london sendiri...High Street to Harroads...name it....motif aku...nak tgk sejauh mana diaorg akan decorate the area...
Sincerly dari beratus rumah atau mungkin beribu yg aku tgk...cuma ada 1 je yg berhias bagai nak rak gaya dalam cerita home alone tu...hanya 1...sumpah aku tak tipu...agak keciwa sedikit....sampai aku ckp kawan aku...tu je ke yg diorg buat????...org Malaysia aku rs lagi 1000 kali ganda over...hahahhaaha...dia gelak ja dgn remarks aku...
Harrords sendiri pun just pasang2 lamp keling building n ada la seketul pokok chirstmas ketot...yg hanya ada 1 jenis lampu...yelow2...boringggggggggggggg.....aku yakin menatang tu recycle dari tahun lepas....
Ok mungkin high street better skt i guess...just ade elf+santa seketul dgn raindear...tu pun aku tgk cam sadis je lampu2nya...tak nampak grandnya....mengapakah???
My friend say expectation aku tinggi sgt kot...hello tinggikah kalu aku punya comparison Malaya yg berlebelkan negara islam???
Atau aku ckap kat dia...org2 kita yg terlebih over???
The only thing yg aku rs Xmas kat area umah aku...sbb nampak org dok keluar masuk usung Xmas tree dari B&Q...tu je la...oh lagi 1...jalan hari ni sunyi sepi nak mampus...cam padang jarak...serious.
Aku rs itu je la kot...esok Sale for Boxing day...hopefully keadaan akan lebih meriah...tp bc tfl tube n bus london driver akan strike...wth...aku tak bleh bayangkan camna Olympic nanti..
Monday, December 5, 2011
Teringin sgt ....
Huhuhu..exam tiggal 8 hari je lagi...rabbi yassir walla tu assir...pls do justice to ur self ok u can do it !!!
My one n only lil bro are getting married end of this month...waaaa...i taught can go back...but apparently my sponsor tak masukkan duit lagi and my saving are running low...Ya Allah...ketahuilah yg akak dia ni teringin sgt nak balik....kalu guna duit saving sediri tak berani plak kalu jd apa2 nanti...nak ckp kat Dinasour...dah tak sanggup...rasa mcm dialah yg aku paling byk susahkan sepanjang my journey utk smbung belajar ni...
Everytime aku terigat kan the fact yg aku tak cukup finance ni buat aku bergenang air mata je...sape ckp duit tu tak penting mmg tak pernah rs susah aku rs...dgn duit byk benda yg bleh sattle...Ya Allah ape la yg aku bebel ni...sabar la cik kak ...Allah sentiasa bersama dgn org yg bersabar...
Yesterday was my birthday...hhahaaa...1st time aku kat sini keriau bagai nak rak sbb miss my adik so much...sbb last yr dia sggp mai tgh2 malam mai hantar prosperty burger as my birthday present sbb kedai kek dah tutup...time aku hilang beg + sesat time 1st time kat London hari tu pun aku tak sedih cam ni kot...okla maybe aku stress exam sama rasanya..mix feeling...so bila ade reason nak keriau tu aku teruskan je la...hambik la melalak satu rumah....tapi afterward ok sikit la...hheheee...this yr...birthday cake just beli vanneta walls sekotak...sbb harga just GBP1...nasib baik murah...nak beli a slice of cake mau GBP5 minimum...takpa kurang la calori intake kan...see the positive side...ahhahahhaa...gila ayat org tak dpt makan cake :P
Insyallah ada la rahmat yg tersembunyi i guess...tp serious kot teringin sgt nak balik...aku dok imagine...kot2 la aku menang tiket balik malaysia free ka...ada org yg terlebih baik nak sponsor aku balik ka...(mgg tak dak harapan la....hhahaa)...keep on teringin ye cik kak...adios...:)
My one n only lil bro are getting married end of this month...waaaa...i taught can go back...but apparently my sponsor tak masukkan duit lagi and my saving are running low...Ya Allah...ketahuilah yg akak dia ni teringin sgt nak balik....kalu guna duit saving sediri tak berani plak kalu jd apa2 nanti...nak ckp kat Dinasour...dah tak sanggup...rasa mcm dialah yg aku paling byk susahkan sepanjang my journey utk smbung belajar ni...
Everytime aku terigat kan the fact yg aku tak cukup finance ni buat aku bergenang air mata je...sape ckp duit tu tak penting mmg tak pernah rs susah aku rs...dgn duit byk benda yg bleh sattle...Ya Allah ape la yg aku bebel ni...sabar la cik kak ...Allah sentiasa bersama dgn org yg bersabar...
Yesterday was my birthday...hhahaaa...1st time aku kat sini keriau bagai nak rak sbb miss my adik so much...sbb last yr dia sggp mai tgh2 malam mai hantar prosperty burger as my birthday present sbb kedai kek dah tutup...time aku hilang beg + sesat time 1st time kat London hari tu pun aku tak sedih cam ni kot...okla maybe aku stress exam sama rasanya..mix feeling...so bila ade reason nak keriau tu aku teruskan je la...hambik la melalak satu rumah....tapi afterward ok sikit la...hheheee...this yr...birthday cake just beli vanneta walls sekotak...sbb harga just GBP1...nasib baik murah...nak beli a slice of cake mau GBP5 minimum...takpa kurang la calori intake kan...see the positive side...ahhahahhaa...gila ayat org tak dpt makan cake :P
Insyallah ada la rahmat yg tersembunyi i guess...tp serious kot teringin sgt nak balik...aku dok imagine...kot2 la aku menang tiket balik malaysia free ka...ada org yg terlebih baik nak sponsor aku balik ka...(mgg tak dak harapan la....hhahaa)...keep on teringin ye cik kak...adios...:)
Monday, November 28, 2011
Hem....sepatutnya aku tak patut tulis benda ni...tp kena keluarkan jgk...so that aku leh study dgn aman...(ok pnjg la plak tajuk)
Ok bila org dok tanya aku why...oh why aku tak kawin2 lagi???...to the extend bebdk rumah aku dok tanya the same question...u tak nak cari ke???...Ya Allah ....ketahuilah aku dah malas nak layan soalan2 ini....tarik nafas...senyum...(walaupun dlm otak aku rs nak meletup je)....then slowly say this...if you guys really care abtme and ask this Q pry Allah permudahkan jalan untuk I jumpa my husband...if u ask that question sbb nak menyibuk je...sila blah dari sini before aku start menyakitkan hati korang balik....
Simple aku cakap...bukan aku tak nak...cuma aku lihat benda ni sebagai rezeki drNya...skg ni dia bagi aku rezeki kat tempat lain...dapat belajar...merantau...n belajar jadi manusia and hambanya yg lebih baik...bila ko sengsorang jauh dari keluarga yg sayang ko in what eva situation pun...ko hanya akan ada Allah utk tempat mengadu...seriously aku ckp eventhou aku sengsorang..aku tak pernah ada rasa lonelly...sbb aku tahu aku sentiasa akan ada Dia walau dalam apa cara sekali pun....
Lagi satu sbb kenapa aku susah sgt nak cari partner...is because bukan semua lelaki leh terima perempuan yg terlebih independent macam aku....majority lelaki yg aku jumpa semua nak bini yg kurang kasi competition to them (bukan semua aku paham...in which aku ada jumpa my friends husband n bf yg senang bila gf/wife diorg pandai jaga diri...n keep them felt competative)....sbb tu aku percaya one day insyallah aku akan jumpa my other half....when the time and place come...it will happend....amen
Satu lagi bila org mempersoalkan kenapa u independent sgt...ketahuilah aku bkn la independent...tapi aku dah dilatih oleh abg2 aku dari kecik untuk belajar tak reti kenal istilah apa itu takut....kenapa perlu takut...semua dtg dariNya....aku jd berani sbb aku tahu all my Brothers akan protect aku walau apa pun yg terjadi....they are my men in my life....setakat ni aku tak jumpa lagi ciri2 seorang lelaki yg boleh jaga aku....protect me does not mean 24 7 kena ada dgn aku...cukup bila aku rasa dgn ada nya dia dalam hidup ni bleh buat aku jd org yg lebih baik dunia n akhirat...ketahuilah majority perempuan jadi independent sbb diaorg tahu that they do not have anyone alse to depent on except themself....they work hard to make sure they stay a float and safe no matter what...(if korang tanya aku...seriously penat ok...tp nak buat camna...u have to...just be strong...tu je la aku leh bebel kat diri sendiri everytime...aku pernah la cakap benda2 ni kat my brother...dia ckp...kang esok lusa hg kat kubur tu sengsorang jugak nanti...so pikir2kan la....yg hg patut takut bkn sengsorang kat dunia ni...tapi make sure hang tak sengsorang bila kat dalam kubur and akhirat nanti....hemmm....very true)....
Satu benda yg aku percaya....anything that aku buat is it going to bring benefit for myself bila aku kat akhirat nanti....or vice versa????....sincerly tanyalah diri sendiri soalan tersebut...n jawapanya x perlu ckp kat org lain...just be true with your own self...insyallah hopefully all of us will find the right answer:)
Simple aku cakap...bukan aku tak nak...cuma aku lihat benda ni sebagai rezeki drNya...skg ni dia bagi aku rezeki kat tempat lain...dapat belajar...merantau...n belajar jadi manusia and hambanya yg lebih baik...bila ko sengsorang jauh dari keluarga yg sayang ko in what eva situation pun...ko hanya akan ada Allah utk tempat mengadu...seriously aku ckp eventhou aku sengsorang..aku tak pernah ada rasa lonelly...sbb aku tahu aku sentiasa akan ada Dia walau dalam apa cara sekali pun....
Lagi satu sbb kenapa aku susah sgt nak cari partner...is because bukan semua lelaki leh terima perempuan yg terlebih independent macam aku....majority lelaki yg aku jumpa semua nak bini yg kurang kasi competition to them (bukan semua aku paham...in which aku ada jumpa my friends husband n bf yg senang bila gf/wife diorg pandai jaga diri...n keep them felt competative)....sbb tu aku percaya one day insyallah aku akan jumpa my other half....when the time and place come...it will happend....amen
Satu lagi bila org mempersoalkan kenapa u independent sgt...ketahuilah aku bkn la independent...tapi aku dah dilatih oleh abg2 aku dari kecik untuk belajar tak reti kenal istilah apa itu takut....kenapa perlu takut...semua dtg dariNya....aku jd berani sbb aku tahu all my Brothers akan protect aku walau apa pun yg terjadi....they are my men in my life....setakat ni aku tak jumpa lagi ciri2 seorang lelaki yg boleh jaga aku....protect me does not mean 24 7 kena ada dgn aku...cukup bila aku rasa dgn ada nya dia dalam hidup ni bleh buat aku jd org yg lebih baik dunia n akhirat...ketahuilah majority perempuan jadi independent sbb diaorg tahu that they do not have anyone alse to depent on except themself....they work hard to make sure they stay a float and safe no matter what...(if korang tanya aku...seriously penat ok...tp nak buat camna...u have to...just be strong...tu je la aku leh bebel kat diri sendiri everytime...aku pernah la cakap benda2 ni kat my brother...dia ckp...kang esok lusa hg kat kubur tu sengsorang jugak nanti...so pikir2kan la....yg hg patut takut bkn sengsorang kat dunia ni...tapi make sure hang tak sengsorang bila kat dalam kubur and akhirat nanti....hemmm....very true)....
Satu benda yg aku percaya....anything that aku buat is it going to bring benefit for myself bila aku kat akhirat nanti....or vice versa????....sincerly tanyalah diri sendiri soalan tersebut...n jawapanya x perlu ckp kat org lain...just be true with your own self...insyallah hopefully all of us will find the right answer:)
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