Eve heard????

Ever heard people say...when u love someone u need to tell that felling to that sumone when u felt it in the 1st place...if not eventually either you lost the chance or loose the interst or knowing that you will never got the 2nd chance...

Or ever heard...when you want to do sumthing big...think it hard...and then wait for 1 or 2 days...if you still felt the same thing as the day before..continue with it...if vice versa...be it...coz it never ment to be...

This is what i felt now...more on the 2nd part...which is good before i do all the unnecessary action and wasted it at the end of the day....thanks for making me realize...that iam better without you....and i deserve a better person....and i have the strenght saying that u are not my lover and yes you are only my friend...coz when u took my heart u took it all...when u give it back it felt appart....Thanks again...and i will keep the sweet memory that we have sorry wrong word to choose...i have to my self...thank you for making my life full with colours....

Decided

Ok after deliberating this issue quite sum time i have come to a conclusion....i gonna focus with my work and study right now...and as for the reward..i will do it on the new year celebration night...i want to start a new life...if -ve answer i will mourn about it for a while and then move on with it...but if the answer is +ve ....iam the happies person on earth...new year...new life...new beggining....lallallalalaa...so my focus and energy will be channel to the one thats need my priority right now...i need to be answer....no more waithing for sumthing that i keep on figuring out the answer...full stop...lalalallalala

LALALALALALALALLALALA

Yesssssza......i felt tp the top right now...ya with work+ study that are sooring to the max right now....i still manage to smile...hope to save it at least up to my exam...i seriouslly need this kind of mood..feltz so right and motivated...that is the most important thing..thanks all...and thanks Allah

Creating Mess in My Own Life

Hem....please i know i just creating a mess in my own life....well i just can't refrain my self is it?
I am not sure why all this are happening....dam it...so please...poeple will always regret sumting when the thing are out of their reach...am i talking about myself...daaa...so obvious...please i hate this kind of feeling.....so oldddddd....:P

My La la Land

Its been a while...i decided to be left alone for a while...lately there are lot of thing that pop up inside my head...a lot...

Let me introduce the person as A, B and C

There are people saying that if you want to forget sumone (A) try to find sumone else so u wont think the 1st person too much....is it?

Yea...maybe its true if that person (B) have the gifted ability....but not everybody(C) can replace the previous one(B)...for my case it become the other way around...it make me keep thinking of the person(B)...its not right...i know...but i cant help it...hahahaha pretty complecated right?

Let me simplifies it....i love A sooooooo much...he dont...to bad i learn the facts and B come in to my life without i realise it...it so different.....B make me totally forget A. So case closed with A....Thank you B :)

Then things happend..... i dont know where went wrong...ok la it just my deportments level are too high went i am with B....i become seeriosly high......it make me nearly manage to do everything that is impossible....i love it but to much from it also its not good for me.....when it +ve it good la...but when -ve thing become seriously ugly.....fine just things got caught up...maybe both of us do not know what we are felling ....so i step back just to see what will happend next....

To my amazement while i step back C come in to my life....ok fine let give C a try...no harm...but C make me realize how meaningfull B is to me....to meaningfull....i still try to give C a chance...he deserve it.....i learn from sumone if you want to know if that person is the one....try to picture u and that person in the future...can u do it???....i try with C...but seriuosly i cant..i just making thing worst...instead it make me building up future image of me with B....its bad...i know no need to tell...

Now i decided ...i need to be left alone...far away from A....done....B...such a hard thing to do....and C....i am sorry...its just its not fair for you.... because when iam with u i am still thinking a lot about B.....i need to give my self a chance in the 1st place...give me a chance to improve my self in so many area....everything is in Allah hands...amin :)

Ya Allah...

I felt so uneasy today...ok the ultimate reason would be result will come out today.....Ya Allah feverish....feverish...relex2....dah usaha...dah doa..tawakal...so relex k....plus i dont felt like going to work...it is becoz...the presurre is higher...people will always keep asking the question...have you checked on your result?....nak go to sleep pun gaya tak leh....huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu........Ya Allah let me pass both of my papers....Ya Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my papersYa Allah let me pass both of my 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Auditor?????????

Hem...hari ni ada one of my junior...bdk VT asking me this question...out of the blues...Salehah...kalu tak jadi auditor nak jadi apa yek...aku cam malas nak jawab...sbb this boy kind of loyar buruk skit budaknya....byk benda ko leh buat apa...after i am trying to pass the question to my A2 to answer it...last2 i need to answer it jgk...simple its come back to ur own persoannality...ur interest and what you want for your long term goal and what you want...hahhahaha...simple to say; you need to have a very good reason why you want to be in this line...the work commitment is just another level of stress altogether...be prepared to sacrfice a lot along the way....hahahahha...however along the line u tend to learn where to find your balance point....

Sometime i seriously malas nak anwers when people me ask this question....why you are working so dam hard...believe me if iam being consider as workholic...there are a lot of other people that is much more crazyier than me....hahhahaha....i have my own reason why i let my self to be push and squeze in this line....i want this....when you do sumthing that you want you tend to be not really mind of doing it in the 1st place....hahhahahaha....sumthing i know a lot of people may not understand it. Its ok as long iam happy in what iam doing that what really matters...Allah have grant my wish to learned in the line that want....sumore getting the right type of client...great teammate......quite tolarate boss...hahahahahha....kind of bareble client ( coz i am dam gud in faking my feeling...i belive in 1 thing in work nothing is personnal its just business.....hahhahahaa) i am bless cant say more but very much thank you God....thank you so much.