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Ok i know its already the 2nd entry for the day...but there is a reason for it....

I am suffocated with my work at Tiger Bank as it is already started hence my life has been took away..but to think off it my whole year life has been took away by my job...with "K" and "M" and another foreign bank...ok no mumbling....

Ok tonight israk mikraj....so kena la balik awal...but still aku tgh panas hati dgn sumthing...work...aku dah mls nak breakit down already...no point...bknnya leh mengurangkan kerja...hahahahaha....ok dah gila

Melalut sudah dari objective of this post...come to the main reason why i wanna post this entry..adala hamba Allah ni..tertalu terlebih semanggat sgt(notice that i used 2 qawaid word...betapa aku nak emphasize that that human mmg sesgt la dah tahap menganggu hidup aku yg dah sedia kala kelam kabut....dia tahu kot aku buzy nak mampus...nak juga tanya busy ke...jom la keluar...ok i tak kesah if the niat mmg nak jumpa and mengeratkan silaturahim...but if every time nak jumpa mesti nak tarik pasal MLM...agak malas di situ k!!!!!!!....sekali 2...bleh la lagi aku layankan...tp kalu dah byk kali tu...its annoying ok!!! can u just respect the fact that aku mls nak ambik port pasal MLM ni????...do I need to say it to your face kah???....perlukan???....kalu dah setiap kali ko contact aku mlas nak layan tu pepaham la sendiri....arghhhh...mcm br sehari kenal aku...jgn sampai aku sembur sudah...kang takut terasa hati...tu yg aku malas...so aku tak rasa ada keperluan utk aku membebel lelebih....pls la in the future for those people yg ada hati nak ajak aku join MLM ni sila la batalkan niat anda ok!!!!!.....jgn sampai aku bagi lacture about the stupid MLM structure!!!!

p/s: Dont mess with me!!!or u gonna loose lot of other friends just because of MLM!!!...duit bleh cari merata2 tempat ok!!! but good+honest+true friends is hard to find!!!

Words from Tokwan Shakespeare .....

I always feel happy, you know why? Because I don't expect anything from anyone; expectations always hurt.. Life is short.. So love your life.. Be happy.. And Keep smiling.. Just Live for yourself and always remember:

Before you speak... Listen

Before you write... Think

Before you spend... Earn

Before you pray... Forgive

Before you hurt... Feel

Before you hate... Love

Before you quit... Try

Before you die... Live

How I wish

Seriously...how I wish just can send my tander letter today...i can't even bare another week being here...sakit jiwa since pagi....everything seems to agaist me at work...on top of it yg tambah sakit hati becoz i put on weight like 3 kg just for last week....wth....

Let the the positive energy come and flowwing towards me....pls...(my head right now visualling the inner tranquality flow gracefully within me......hoping it will be smooth and i have the energy and will to overcome all this!!!

Super Menjengkelkan!!!!

Ok..my level of menyampah to look at "K" account has come to it limit....sampai nak tgk pun dah tak mau...lotz of factor contribute to it...sampai nak aku break it down pun dah mls!!!!...tp AC next week!!!...benci!!!

Time...

The clock is ticking..day by day goes so dam fast....

Anyway my head is too serabut....n it is reflected through my house condition....its like been hit by the tornedo...and to top it off...i dont really care...making the condition worst when this morning one of my plate shattered to the floor and i can just ignore it...seriously my level of kemalasan is over the limit already...sampah dah 1 week accumulated outside the door...and i dont even care about it...
Work plak...coz it too much...as back2back with Tiger and "K"...aku jd like buat je selarat mana yg bleh...too tired already...hahaahaa...the AC for "K" is next monday....mampus....so Dear pls la rajin balik...u need to closed all this asap...!!!!!

Oh just now having lunch with my brother...then send my sister in law for shopping...dlm kepala mampusla if she want to come over to my house today....thank God when she only plan for shopping...if not mati kena sembur sbb umah to serabut....hhuhuuuhuu.....so this week task is to clear up the store room to send all the my stuff yg yg dok bertahun simpan tu as recyle item be4 weekend..... at least half of it and to informed my landloard...hopefully benda2 ni clear by this weekend!!!!

Ya Allah rajinkan lah hambamu ni.....Amin....just few more days je needed!!!

Secret laaaa sgt.....

Olla....lots of thigs happend....so let just do a summary about it:

1) I felt down....swelling foot+spring the ankel....worried to much about it coz i cannot walk and due to my back problem...get x-ray checked and mc 4 days...4 days staying at home doing notting except sitting on the couch and bed...the most excrution days of my life....so next time when people ask what do u hate the most in ur life...is doing nothing at all in a day...really hate it (at this point of time i realize how workholic i am)...nvm..
2) Meeting with the girls..coz one of the gf r getting married soon (technically she already someone wife..just left with the reception...happy for her...but I decided with another gf to go to the husband side instead of her's..due to...i have my own lame excuses...(obviuosly work lor)
3)Talking about work...started new engangment...highlight of my every year work life in the firm...Tiger Bank...oh ya take note that...my previous job r not end yet ya...so expected to jugle the work again!!!!

Oh the highlight of everything...i have spill out my long keep secret...to a few people...for people that know me personally...i am the kind that prefer to keep everything to myself...n only spill it out when i think it is important....but sumhow...yesterday the story manage to find way to explode at the most unexpected place....at my firm round table....what the hell...means all the big bosses know about it already with all the details...dam it...how on earth it happend?....lesson to be learned...I rank my firm gossiping ability as the best internet server ever existed in this world.....give 10++ star to it...for managing to dig my well keep story...now i only looking at the good thing...means i only need less time to explain to my Director y i need to left him....try my best to left this firm gracefully and my level best not to burn any brigde that i have here...in the 1st place..do i have one???.....ok i admit it i consider my self lucky as i felt there is someone that keeping me safe and helping me to stay a float at this place eventough in reality i am swimming alone in this big+turbulance ocean....

Oh ya...i got my IELTS result...alhamdulillah... :) .....so now just waiting for the offical letter to come in...pry to Allah it will go smoothly....

Lesson learned....eventhough we always heard this...but now i experince it myself...its a whole new way to see and embrace it...Allah will always grant our prayer...but when he does not...it means He have a better planned for us....AMIN.

p/s: This week task...how to improve my right brain ability...means lots of thing will be done by my other hand...:)

Everything

Ok actulally there are lots of work to do...but all the thing are pending from client + bosses...
So try to enjoy the time i have efficently...

Kononnya target to fast in Rejab 16 days..let see how many days I can achive....as per to date just 1 day only...LOL..( due to pg td perut gedik wanna eat nasik lemak udang yg delicous nak mampus tu)....ok setan !!!...esk need to continue again...hopefully i can steadfast..huhuuhu...

Left with 75 more days before my new life start..approximately 2.5 months to go. Lots of thing to sattle before hand:

1) To get enough money
2) To let go my WRB
3) T0 let go all my household with the best price $$$ (my beloved 42HD+sofa+dinning table+kithcen...etc..etc) never notice i have so much stuff...hoohohohohohohooo
4) To sattle with my landloard
5) To get new lappy
6) To get in shape a bit as i have gain significant weight for the past 1 month...(hahhaha...among the more reason to fast this month...huhuhuh)
7) To clear up my wardrobe as I may need new kind of clothes

Hope thats all.....i need to do all this while jugling with my work....Ya Allah permudahkanlah...Amin