How do i feel???

Anyway i been keeping this thing to my self for quite sometime.... Its weekend and i am at office....(even berlambak my work...i just do it with my normal speed...no rush baby...coz the work will never know its end...llalalalala) Ok continue....the main reason i want to post this entry is to pour down my feeling as i know nobody r actually reading this blog in the first place....hahahhaa....the best place to let go my feeling in writing.... Few weeks ago my niece get engange....dgn yakinnya i told her i dont want to be ur MOH...just let ur liltle sis do it...I just gonna be the crew behind the event only....but as expected when the time comes....dgn gediknya...acik la yg teman along....i am so scared...what the h****....ok layan je la....and as expected the most hatered thing happend...before hand let me clear few facts...i dont mind she getting married and i am happy for her...but please dont ever ask this question....why its not me???....or acik bila lagi...anak dah langkah emak ni....OMG....panas btl telinga ni....kalu tak dikenangkan my late parents named ....confirmed aku akan menjawab balik.....can u guys leave me alone....to the extend....hello if i am single is it ur problem in the 1st place...fyi..me my self did not see it as a problem in the 1st place...I dont want to get into a relationship because i have to....it should be i am the one that want it the 1st place.......like what ever.... To the extend...i dont want to go back to my kampung anymore....i have enough...fullstop!!! Ya Allah....please guide me to be a better Aaab' to you on each day that pass by...amin

Lots of thing in my head....

There are lots of things in my head right now...work...future...life....big change hopefully will be happend soon... Ya Allah give me strength...help me to face all this matters in my best capacity....guide me to the right path.... Short term goal....i wanna new watch!!!

Looking+Thinking

As obvious as the facts appears on the countdown...my days in Hell has end...and i should be free...but then all the oppourtunity that come..tak de yg intresting...

Currently...sabar je yg tinggal...pry hard i will find it soon and make my move to a much better place.....amin

Have U eva ???

Hehehheee...sorry this time round this particular entry will be a little bit "gedik"

Hahahahaa.....i think its ok...showed that i am still sane + normal

After nearlly a year without an obsession towards this kind of thing (when i taught i have lost it already)...i am glad it comes back to me...felt young a bit..ok its now sound nonsense....

I don't know how long it gonna last...but while its still there...better just enjoy it :)

Now start to felt a litle bit shy (ok stop bullshitting dear...u sound like a crazy girl already...n secrately i am smiling :P

Pictures tell u thousand of words...so lets the picture below explain it all as I have lost my word already....


p/s: everytime when i keep telling myself that mydear pls stop all this nonsense..its getting bigger + dipper...What the ****

"The memiors of LAKSA"

Noted that I have one particular weird behavior….I am food fanatic…especially one particular dish…LAKSA…to the extend…the 1st dish that I know how to cook is…”LAKSA”…yes out of so many dished…normally you will learned how to cook simple sup or curry or masak sambal or any other simple dish…but for me…I start it with LAKSA…hahahhahaa
This is due to when I was like standard 5…around 11 yrs old I guess….my craziness over laksa come to the highest limit….up to the extend my mom need to cook it…everyday…seriously I mean it everyyyyyyyyyyday…….coz i can breakfast…lunch n dinner with it….hahhahaha….my late mom call me hantu laksa…hahhaha….to the extend she tried to cook for me anymore..and suggest for me to learned to cook it…if I love it too much…so I can cook it every single day of my life…hahahahha…sound funny right…one might wonder why not just buy it??...yea…I am talking about our 15 years ago kindda living culture…where outside food is not favorable at all….anyway why buy when you can make a better one right??...

So that’s how thing go…now as I am living alone…n there is no kitchen at my place for the moment…n there are no such person that sell a gud laksa at my neighborhood…its really killing me…to the core….i am serious....no joke… I am nearly cry when I think of the laksa in my mind right now so I decide to write about it....hahahahhaa…hope it can ease me a bit.....funny right but that’s the truth…I wonder when I can get my hand on the good + delicious laksa…waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (T_T)

p/s : Wish can get laksa utara+kuah eel /kerisi/ snapper…now how???

Wow...this is my 101 post...

Nothing to post actually...just posting for tommorow event...i know next week is my exam...but come to think of it...3 years of slaving myself to the firm...i never go to any of my firm annual dinner...so this year...might be my last year...why not kan???...

anyway the place sounds nice...its at.....

so again why not...and its a red carpet event...hhahaa...can fell now how its like to be like Hollywood star...whateva...i know its lame..hahhaa....:P

" Thank You "

This morning going for my jogging session...or more towards walking session in reality....hhehehee...need to streach a bit...my back pain r comming back...maybe due to long hour of sitting...(remainder to myself....move2...dont sit too long...:)

Afterwards drop buy at the car park to buy fruits and soya bean....thirsty to the max...only 1 spoon of sugar...with my finger (informing that abg) ...then i ask how much?...that abg say..RM1.50...owhhh...i give him 2 of my RM1 notes..he ask, tak de small change ke??...then i just show him that i don't have...i only have 3 pieces of RM1...(i dont talk much due i still catching up with my breath...after the so called jogging)...my heart beat is still high at that particular moment...that that abg say..tak pe la make it RM1 only....then i just nod my head...and start walking....

When i reach my car...sit down...n start catching back my breath...all the sudden i remember....did i say thank you to that Soya guy???....OMG...i am so rude....then how??....hem....what can i do...thinking2....ok la...i sit quitely for a while n pray to Allah that he will be bless by Him and his business will prosper...how come i can forget to say thank you...maybe that Soya guy is not expecting anything from my side...but a lilte bit of showing my gratitued towards him will not hurt right???....

Then its make me thinking...am I lack of gratitued towards my life??...hem...should be thankfull...lots of thing has been given....need to be more polite to the people around me (should be more helpfull n kind towards people)....and not to forget toward Him that have created me....Thank You ...xoxoxo

p/s: Sooooo the cartoon above is sort of me traying my best to be more greatfull in life and people around me....sing along people THANK YOUUUUU :)