Yeaaaaaaaaa ….Exam dah habis (^_^)v

Alhamdulillah selesai jgk my exam….leganya Allah saja la yg tahu…so skg leh focus dgn kerja and my novel…yeaa…my target hopefully tercapai each month 1 book….hope Tiger Bank job this year tak la sakit cam last year…amin….my next novel Remember Me??? By Sophie Kinsella…for those yg mmg layan Shopaholics series will be familiar with her work…ok br page 6…hahhahaha…mari kita mula kan bulan Rejab yg lebih productive….tahaajut yek….dah gi tido…;P

Eh lupa plak...target lagi 1...photoshot for this month is about my obsession...kucing2...cat2...lalalaa..

Hope will managed to influence few people to tag along for the next photoshoot....gi reramai br la best...klau tak de sapa nak ikt pun ok la...leh jgk lebih mengenali diri ini dgn lebih baik....asyik nak dgn org pun payah jgk...u will end up to be a self centered person plak nanti...anyway remember u want to be happy...just choose to be happy ok...i luv u...never forget that ;)

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Seriously I didn’t meant to felt this way…but adakah aku ni dah tak berapa betul already when knowing sumone is hurt….I smile quietly…then I ask myself…why I am turning to be this freak???...u r a compassionate and loving person…don’t eva forget that…u just love people the way they r….that’s all… when I think about it….it’s not really the issue of I am happy or what so eva….knowing that u r hurt….it felt like the wheel have start to rolling….now its ur turn to feel what i have gone through......I have hurt so much during the process…too much…u never really think how much u have break my heart to million pieces…it’s ok I mend it myself and with the help of people that still love unconditionally….thank u…u know who u r (^_^)…..don’t eva say it is not the right time for u to be hurt…common have u forget what is the time when u hurt me???....there will be no right time for anything or everything…..u have make it clear to me that u don’t what me in your life and do not want me to disturb u (if u forget I still have the prove)…common u don’t know how well I can do that…I am just granting ur one last wish….adios amigossss~~~~~~

♥♥.......Long Overdue Promise ....♥♥

This entry is dedicated to one of my best gf in Uni...knowing her since matric and graduated together in our beloved Garden of Knowledge and Virtues....before hand sorry aku just manage to touchup here n there je...coz cramp with my exam...heheheeee....thanks for trusting me to mess up with ur engagement pic...say cheeeeeeeeessssssss.....

Him ♥ Her

Lucky Soul

The Moment

The Event

The Family

The Crazy Friends

With Her

And finally...i know for those poeple that went for Qyah E Day must be wondering....am i forgotting the one and most controversial pic....no worries i do remember girlssssssss..........hahhahahaaa....presenting the most "DesPerATe Pic"....ok bukan aku sesaja tulis k..i do remember the tuan badan yg ckp ayat ni ok....xoxoxoxo...u know u luv me....muahhhhhhh :)

"The DesPerATe "

ATWI 80 Datess?????????

After nearly a month try to finished my recent novel...it’s finally comes to the end....title as “Around the World in 80 Dates”.....by Jennifer Cox....bought it with one of my senior from my workplace in one of the MPH sales …..truly fascinating and touching....every page is full with excitement....the intro...climax and closure are very well written....
Apart from that what I really like about the book is that she truly have give me a new perspective about finding the soul mate of my life....a hard work and believing in faith is the basic formula of finding him out there....the way she describe it when she felt in love...he makes me felt deeply beautiful (inside + outside…the feeling of grateful n having my life not only correlated with only pile of worksssssssss )...something that I almost forgot how it feel like...from the last relationship that broke me down to pieces...nvm...I have learned a lot from it....it make me become more wiser...sincerely thanks...
She found her soul mate in her #55 dates...and surprisingly the second soul mate on her #76 dates...how can she be so lucky?????....she even tries to rationalize what had happened...is there a formula to find ur soul mate....1 in every 55 and 2 in every 76 or maybe 3 in 100????....( got it???...hahhaaa)......a well written novel n most importantly it's a good reminder to myself that I will never give up on finding my soul mate....I know I will meet him one day....and the one that I am willing to take the risk with ….how???? n when????.... let the faith and Allah arrange it for me...I will work on by continuously improving myself and will always be aware of the sign of my soul mate....u will know it once u meet them.....everything will felt just right....hope one fine day I will have the opportunity to felt that way.....

p/s: Currently listening to Paramore "The Only Exception" (^_^)v

Layout...lalallaaa

Sesgt happy dgn layout br ni...eventough aku tahu there are no homosapien that reading this blog...that is much better sbb most of my entry are more related for me to channel my feeling...lallalala...happy+sad+excited+frustrated+hope..etc..etc...

Why i like this particular entry eventhough it is not my 1st choice...to be honest i like the colour.....blue...entah kenapa after pink without i notice it....my things byk yg colour baby blue ni....my dress pun dah berlungguk dgn colour ni lately...its ok i love it...hehehehee (^_^)...

The 2nd reason is that, the cartoon is actually looking at the mirror....looking deep in herself...n in thinking mood...such a reflection of myself...hehehheee....love it...cant say more....hhehehe...tata ;)

My Anak2...:D

Lets talk about about my anak2..to be exsact anak2 buah ku :)...i dont have kids yet...will do when time comes..i guess Allah decide not to give me rezeki at that area yet..no rush...:)...when i go back to my hometown recentlly kindda lama sikit la as compared to the previous2 one...3 hari...n all the 3 days mmg dok static kat umah...coz be4 this a have spend almost majority of my holiday time with my bro...so skg dia dah tak dak...balik kampung sengsorang je la this time around...
Lets come back to the main point...i wanna talk about one of my nephew...we call him Iwan...Muhammad Ikhwan Naufal...he just 10 yrs old....but very2 smart...he love cats too much...i know majority of my family mambers r cats lover...but Iwan ni...mmg gila kucing to the max...n all the cat pun love him too much...balik je sekolah sure all the catz will run to him...ptg2 he will tido with all the cat taking nap on the bed ok...hari2 la my sister in law akan mengamuk sbb dah kotorkan cadar..yg tak tahan nya...tido ngan kipas tu...siap pusing2kan the fan to ensure all the catz kena angin fan tu ok...i found it very amusing :D....as boys normal la his favorte activity playing games.....24 hours pun tak pe...hahhahaha
One more thing yg aku notice he like to draw...i think most of us love drawing when we r young...aku pun still dok melukis lagi especially time tgh bengang sure entah apa2 yg aku akan lukis...depends dgn apa yg aku marah n skt hati time tu la...cam mengalir je kemarahan aku kat picture tu...ok...ok come back to my nephew story....one fine evening while aku dok melayan kucing2 kat hall my home aku perasan Iwan dok asyik dgn sumthing kat one side of the house so as usual being aunty yg suka kacau my anak2 buah...aku gi la menyibuk...he was having fun melukis...then aku notice sumthing on his side byk gila A4 paper...bila aku tgk...rupa2 dia tgh buat comic....ADVANCE BLASTER....picture frame by frame ok...siap dialog lagi....i am impress...he was having soo much fun with it....when i am reading it...the comic already on it 45 page....aku masih kagum dgn anak sedara aku sorang ni....gigih :)...
So skg ni aku tgh dok mencari painting book yg ajar about comic drawing so that can help Iwan with his drawing ;D.....

~~~~ New Air ~~~~

Get away from the hustle n bustle of my life n focus it to sumthing alse was soo much rewarding...great gatewat that i really2 needed...full of stories happay majority of it like 98% of it....just what iam looking for :p

Will update the story later ya...(^_^)v