I am Old ...i am I?

Just now i got a message from one of my anak...all the sudden i realise how big he has become...bebyk my ank this one has become a very fine gentelman...hopefully it will last...dari baby aku tgk dia and all the sudden he become a man...times fly seriouslly....and with it automatically i am gonna become an old women already.....

Sure macam pening kan ..i am not married but got anak already...hehhehehe...as on one my client ask me yesterday...u work so late every night u dah kawin ke? anak and husband tak bising ke?...this is because he was quoting his own son " Ayah ni keja je...bila nak cuti" pitty him...then mua without guilt answer him 'I am single but i got 15 anak already and 1 more to come middle of this year" hehhehehe...so this indicate what?...sendiri translate...what important now is i am a happy person as a workaholic...a good sister cum aunty to my family ..... a loyal and hope fully supportive friends when they need me ... and God has bless me with so much...i am greatfull :) " LIVE UR LIFE"

Sailing......

Love my life ...love my world...love my work ---- dam it i seriouslly try to fake it and now i am starting to talk with myself..is it a sign of loosing my sense? hhuhuhuhu.....live ur live...i love my world .... i love it....love it so much....waaaaa mental..mental....

Dam workspace

Do i felt frustrated????? most of it is i sakit hati dgn my GmaX workspace....seriuslly F******** sorry need to used the F word tapi aku mmg tgh sakit hati sgt ni ....keja jadi pending sbb the GamX buat hal plak....how...even the MIS technical pun do not have idea what actually happend...aba then aku lagi la tak tau nak buat macam mana .....hantu tul keja dah la banyak tapi jd pending sbb nak melayan benda hampeh ni....technology suppose to make ur life easy but skg my life suck ada la...pls2 resolved la cpt aku dah tak larat nak layan benda ni....

Eyes on Me

I know once in love You don't think of the devil who's inside And maybe it will come one day When you'll feel safe and I won't have the time You hear what you wanna hear Blink once I could disappear Some rules to the game of me Get it right for both of us........Temptation is all around Take good care of what you found......

Ok seriously at 1st when I listen to the words I kindda confious of what it ment...tapi afterwards now it making sense. Especially the first portion of the lyrics...

Mua...

Seriously I do not who am I anymore …I am become better or worst? What actually inside my head…..anyhow nowadays please take note to those people that you are surrounding with ….do not get to close with them….be nice but not close or you will regret it….only be true with people that u know they will always stay true to you…others?...lets see how it will go……do I need to mention names here ….ok expression or indicator will be good…nope its to dangerous….. Carefully ya…better take care of your own ass nowadays ok…..

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Sometimes you never know what will happend to you in the future eventhough you have planed it so well….and then you really realize ….eventhough be4 this you know about it, but you kind off ignore the facts…. its just so easy to be tested by Allah…that sometime its may be about your own life…i really dont know how all this crap come out from me…but iam been thinking all this things to much latelly…may Allah give me the chance to live and contribute something to this world especially to the ummah..may HE grant my wish

Aku Terima Nikahnya……

Huish….tersentapaku dgn title tersebut…nak tukar status ke apa?….the answer would be x la…tu tajuk buku yg aku dah habis baca last 2 weeks…so aku nak buat review sikit…..aku rasa rotation buku tu kalu nak bagi pinjam mmg dah beratur skg ni, so utk org2 yg macm boring hidup single ni n dok pikir seronok nak kawin je atau ape2 je la ….anda sgt2 la digalakkan membaca buku ni…aku baca sbb aku pun x tau aku ni katerogy mana…
Secara kesimpulanya author ni cerita pengalaman dia sendiri la…pro n consnya org bercinta and berumah tangga ni…..he is a full time Ustaz, Consultant and part time postgraduete student IIUM….and wife dia skg full time Doc yg tgh sambung buat specialization utk ER kalu aku x salah la….n plus having 3 kids altogether.
This book bleh buat kita pikir besarnya tgg jwp as couple and a married person…byk benda yg kena ready…phisically and mentally. Pentingnya mencari pasangan yg betul, menjaga perhubungan before kawin and jgk after kawin semua la dia storykan….
Moralnya sgt la byk…bagi aku pentingnya utk seseorg tu menjaga diri so that sebuah perkahwinan tu jd ibadah and tambah keberkatan dlm hidup…bukan la sebaliknya. Betapa banyaknya ilmu kena tambah and improve dr segi duniawi and aukhrawi…so that we will be ready utk pikul tgg jawab nanti. Sebagai seorg lelaki besarnya responsibility and ia bermula dgn memperbaiki diri and mencari calon yg sesuai utk sama2 bina keluarga yg diredhai Allah…aku rasa perempuan pun sama jgk….jgn pakai belash je…kalu aku ckp tak tau la apa korang nak comment sbb aku rasa the biggest investment for a women in her life is to find the right men to be her husband…ye la apa 2 pun balik pd husband gak…sebesarnya pun kejayaan and kemantapan one lady tu husband ttp jadi the main authority dlm hidupnya…..so korang baca la sendiri buku ni k….banyak kat kdai buku….MPH ke Kino ke Times pun ada cari je la…aku leh jamin the money spend is worthed.
Selain dr housemate2 aku yg dok pulun baca, adik aku n anak buah aku pun dok pulun baca buku ni gak …so enjoy ur reading k….;)