When I think i am no bodies.....Jane Doe

Argghhhhhhh.....noted....i know that my name carry to much weight...but i never realize how heavy it is until today!!!!!!....i am always the kind of person that love to live in my own world....live my own life...unknown...unpopular...my life is too small...too interconnected....too many brdgest...too many connection...too many people know who i am....i have my own reason why i love to keep my life a secret....i just love privacy too much...fullstop!!!!!

Really need to work extra hard to be under the radar....trying too hard to be unnotice in google and my life...do I need to go beyond the extend to discontinue my social website account???...should I??...lets see what will happend in few weeks....globalization has taken a tolls towards my life...and I seriously hate it to the core!!!

Resident

Safely arrived...new life..new chapter...rabbir yassir wallatua'sir....amin

1001 Stories

Ok the title are a little bit to much ya???...as usual drama...hahhahaha....anyway at 1st there r tons of things that i want to write...but at the end i really don't know which 1 should i start 1st...hemmmm

Insyallah this is gonna be my last week...so enjoying it.... approximately 3 days before raya...n for the very 1st time in my life i really dont feel like celebrating it due to.....

1. Lots of  thing in my head
2. My little annoying brother is not around as he need to celebrate his Raya at the sea this round...
3. No baju kurung yet
4. Financially depressed due to my future undertaking plan (this one prying hard to Allah to murahkan my rezeki)

As for that last minute decision to go back today and the only available ticket is at 1030pm by freaking train!!!!

Need to get back on Wed or Thursday to make sure everything is ready...rabbi yassir walla tu'assir....amin

The serabut continue

Hanya Allah je la yg tahu what inside my head and my heart right now...nak marah pun kindda useless...coz it will only worsen the situation.....so skg ni taking a deep breath and try my best to find solution for the problems arise...mode: talking to myself each minutes....U can deal with this....U can overcome this....Every problems has its solution....I believe in U...have a little faith....remember when Muhammad Al-Fateh breaking down due to its seems that his endless effort to conccur Constantinople is not working...he never give up...he believe that Allah will give it to him no matter what...but HE will not give it in the easiest way....the hardest work needed...n Al-Fateh believe with all his heart he will have Constantinople no matter what....and he did!!!!

So same goes with you..... imagine ur self being there already...in the belon....arrived there...get to your new apartment....start you class...know new people...study your paper...excell and got a great grade in your exam ( be the best student)....happier...slimmer (hahahahaha)....pls Ya Allah help me to make it a reality in lest than 2 weeks...pls...pls....pls...amin...amin ya rabbal alamin.

Its Final The "DAY"

Today marks 3 yrs 8 months in Ernst & Young.....guybye....the journey has been "owsome"....gain so much and loss few things too....as what the economist brainiac always say there r always an oppurtunity cost in everything ..:P

Condition - Last night...vomiiting in the midle of the night...diarrhea dari subuh smpai skg....hope i can be strong up till toninght...long day for me...amin

Signing in of for the last time as:

Senior Associate
Assurance, Global Financial Services Department
Ernst &Young
Level 23A Menara Milenium, Pusat Bandar Damansara, Kuala Lumpur 50490, Malaysia
Office: +60374958000
Website: http://www.ey.com/

""Wait""

Sesugguhnya penantian itu satu benda yg sgt menyeksakan...tggh tgg sesuatu utk materialise...jiwa kacau kalu start pikir pasal  benda tersebut tp aku kat sini dah tak bleh buat apa selain berdoa Allah permudahkan segala....hari ni dah 3 minggu aku tgg...stressnya Allah je yg tahu...agent...aku dah paster2 tahap gaban even sampai agent kat London pun aku dah kejan sekali...skg ni apa yg aku bleh buat hanya doa yg Allah dpt permudahkan segalanya...dah 2 mlm asyik terjaga dr tido n susah sgt nak lelap balik...dah la tak bleh solat kalu tak bleh jgk la bertahajjud...so the only thing yg dpt tenangkan aku skg time2 tu just bkk tv n nasib baik la ada siaran langsung solat tarawikh kat Mekah kat tv9...

Rabbi Yassir Wallatua'sir..amin

Mode : Kepala Serabut

Tahap keserabutan kepala hampir mencecah max....kat luar aku nampak cam cool tak bleh blah...reasons being dlm kepala dok ligat pikir byk sgt benda...dugaan mcm2 skg ni....ya Allah aku sedar setiap masalah ada solution...... pls help me to find one asap..amin