Lagging....

OMG...2 of friends dah kawin last year n i just go to know about it...bolddy la....how come i do not know about it...dah lama sgt ke aku tak balik kampung until member lain kawin pun kau tak tau ni...seriouslly...okla one of it aku tak tersentap sgt...tp got 1 of it yg aku mmg tak budget langsung...dah la tak budget dgn siapa dia kawin lagi la shocking to me...kalu nak di metaforakan...the girl is like the Queen B in Gosip Girl...n that i guy...let me think....mamat watak tempelan je dlm drama tu...nak ckp bertapa so out of scopenya that fuller...maybe iam sound a little bit mean...tp thats is the reality...seriouslly...i still remember she never tgk ...even sebelah mata pun on this guy back in school...even time aku organize gattering last 3 year pun she still tak pandang this guy...amazing la on what had happend...aku berani say like this because i know her story...this guy pun around 3 years ago nak dgn org lain...tp that girl tolak sbb...ok let it me a secret je la....conclusion aku still tgh absorbt the info...wah i seriously amaze....yela dah JODOH...adala tu kot...mmg aku nak tau sgt how the story go...kena planning ni bila nak balik kampung.....jengjeng

Just enjoy the Show

Hemm...seriously just enjoy the show.....tak dak mood la plak nak merapek tonight...
Hope everything is gonna be great tommorow...hahahahhaha

TAkin' it away

Listsssssssss..............

1st pls take away my migrain ni
2nd study pls esk mock exam
3rd stop listing to the same song dah beratus kali the same song
4th study
5th i miss my family
6th i miss my parent...mak abah...can i join u??? ....i need u guyz (wish that never gonna come true)
7th What did i do till i deserve this?
8th Crap sambung study la

officially

hehehhe..i know no body gonna read all the crap that i put in this blog in the 1st place so officially i will turn this blog to channel all my frustration towards people...huhuhuu

1st let we start with my bos...dammit sesuka hati dia je tai chi everything to me...you think iam what nak aku mati ke?...with full confidence he ask me to finished up all the BS and worst of all together with his P&L crap la....he is known as the one yg paling hebat la tai chi...never taught its gonna be mua plak yg kena this time....tripple SSSSSSSSSSSS....out of all i am seriuoslly gonna be the expert in this field...tak pa....we not only living in this world....mati jugak one day...Allah ada bro ko buat kat aku one of those day ko sakit balik....bkn nak mendoakan benda buruk ...dah ko bagi aku shit mmg dpt shit balik la ......then that time u try la jawab kat dpn Alllah nanti about your responsibility...mana sempat...mampus la...sesuka hati plak siap give me deadline on Wednesday...so just count how many days that i got...stupid la...if small company bleh la...dah la buat account final 12 months....and plus its a bank...basterd...mmg kena sumpah la.....mmg la working in this line make me swearing like hell je...relex i know you can do it...

Now lets talk about how stupid boys can be....huhuhuhu....a bit harsh i know tp aku tgh sakit hati..so????
Just now when i call 1 of my junior...he made it loud speker ...apparently his driving....iam just returning his call ..coz last time he call i am in class...so what the hack...the issue here is that i overheard his friends saying kakak pun bleh bro....siap gelak2 yg sgt sakit hati....apasal ko igt aku nak mengorat ko ke...the best part yg buat aku lagi sakit hati is that...he turn out to be memalu plak...mmg nak makan penyepak aku bdk sorang ni...to the climax...dgn penuh selumber aku sound diaorg balik...you guys know me right back in uni...jgn sampai aku jumpa korang next time mmg sakit la aku buat...why???? aku mmg ikhlas nak tolong bdk sorang ni...as a senior...thats all...mampus ko la labu...one question...automatically once a girl call you is it means that she love you ke???...pls la....not applly to me definately...tak de ke dlm kamus hidup diaorg istilah friends...susah tul kalu hidup tu if u r just living in your same circle je...expand la sikit...see other people....frogee tul...ha kan dah keluar satu lagi verb swearing aku....

Hampes tul...dah la let me watch movie dulu ...relex myself for another hectic life tommorow...Ya Allah berila hamba mu yg sorang ni kebijaksanaan untk siapkan taggungjawab yg Kau berikan ini ....permudahkan la pekerjaan ku ini...amin

Delibearting

Seriously need to find time to serioueslly think about this...
Find time for it and make the decision eventhough it may not going to fulfill all the requirement...
You need to make one starting now ...
I keep putting this as my second important thing on my life
Time to make thing serious this time...

Direction please???

Just finished crawalling to someone blog just now....
To many interesting stories to read...

While in class last week sometning pop up in my mind...something that i search for few days nope correction few months...my next mission to be achive in with in 2 years...the whole objective of doing it and the most important thing is that why i should involved with it in the 1st place...

As simple as that...it will pop up in the lease expected

Lots of thing to be achieved...the issue here is only myself....

Improved...improved....improved....continue to climb....climb.....if u slip....just raise...if you got a cut and bleeding....find way to mend it .....see everything as oppurtunity instead of obstacle....never look back but only to learned from it...keep on with the speed of your live...and improved it...you deserved to have the best in your world...its not easy i know...but I believe in YOU...YOU should do the same.

Question in Life?????

I always have this question…what are the things that will make me happy the most ?

Money ? successful career? Posh car …lavish house…

OR

Simple life…great companion…time

Can’t we have both of it?...i always try to work it in both of my world…

Trying my best to get the balance in between ….because it is seriously easy to loose track in what I do lately ….always questioning what are the thing that the most important in my life…

Am I going be complacent with what I have now??

As for my career progression its working out great but with it the pressure of course ..doing something that you want is great and the most important thing iam heading to the right direction.

Study….it's bumpy but I know but I will get it right….all this thing i can handle it for sure….i am good with all this .....

But there is one thing I am not really sure.......about my soul mate????

Is he exist in the 1st place….do He???

BUT

The most important part is that I am ready for Him??