Forces of Nature

Opposites attract, chemicals react..When I look at you...Deserts need the rain, Fires feed the flame..Can't deny what's true...Can't help the way I feel...(Cuz you got me, yeah)....All these elements are real...They come from deep within me...I would move heaven and earth for this fire...For this ocean I'll fight for you....Let this emotional wind take us higher...Where there's nothing we can do...I love you...Yes, I love you...This power is greater.....Than the forces of nature

Notes that i feel sumthing weird when listening to this song...felt like sumthing scratching my heart....deep...very2 deep....evething come to my head....pain...laughter...pain...fullfilled...pain....pain....mend my own open wound....its still not heal yet i can assure you that....its can bleed when eva it want and feel like...sincerly i hate it...why should i wasted all this feeling toward sumthing/someone that never even acknowledge me...my world will turn 360 degree when you r around...my heart feel lighter every time when i am thinking about you...but the same joy is also the one that torn me appart...thats not the right word...its crash me into pieces...until now i can't even open this heart to anybody....i will run and closed the door shut tightly...i know its stupid...its been years...but i still can feel the pain...i remember crying all the way my driving from work and after work when every time i think about you..and do not know how to stop the tears trebling down....how i can break down almost anywhere everytime sumthing remind me of you...i never know how deep i am in love you....

Reminder to my self...how many hours of meditation...tahajjud done just to forget all the memories...Ya Allah I know you have better plan for me...i understand..but pls take away this feeling...i cant bare it anymore...i have a new life...i need to focus with my future and cherish what i have today...thank you...I still madly in love with you.