Seriously, I don’t know what to say….mix emotion sebenarnya….to the extend I still not talk about it with my brother…sbb I know if I tell him for sure the answer will be…just forget about it…don’t u ever forget how he has shattered ur world apart last time???...how we work hard just to put u back to one piece…how many of our family members are involved just to make sure that u r ok…how many baldi of tears that u have keluarkan??...how many of ur best friends and cousin come down to KL just to consol u…how many of road trip planed just to make sure ur learn to be happy again…..how many late night of Qyammulial that u have done just to find strength to forget him n try to find the happiness back to ur life???...how many email + books read to boost back ur confident….don’t make all that hard work flush down to the drain!!!!!!
But, what if I say that I am stronger now???...there is nothing wrong just being friends right???....but still how I can make sure that u not going to fall in the rabbit hole again this time????....if u fall again…I don’t think that u can ever gonna forget him….don’t waste ur emotion to the one that don’t know how to appreciate u….remember that!!!!!!
Arghhhhhhhhhh…..i hate when this thing happened…the message that I received yesterday really bugging me…….to the extend i can't even reread back the message...scared that the wall that i have build so long will shattered down just like that...ok just remember u have SHFT+ALT DELETE him from ur life last time….so just forget about it…just take his message as spam….(can I do it???...am I strong enough to do that??)
P/s : Currently listening to All American Reject - Gives U Hell ......... d(^_^)b
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