Lately i have been shower by lots of thing ...job+study...i can handle it...too used with it already....but sumthing that really bothering me to the max....trying to aviod sumone from my life is not easy...it really hurt when someone that really close to you gone....the reason iam doing all this...the one that give balance in my life...that i taught have complete me as a human in this world...the one that i think after my work+family....but it seriously cut me...no not the right anology...that break me to pieces thats the right one...i still remember....Q: What do you think about about me? A: I dont know...we are not really close....OMG....not the right answer....means i am meaningless ke after all this ....after all that we have gone through ????...after all that i have done....sememangnya answer yg make me think seriously hard....all gone wrong....i have been wasted all of this after nearly one year of building it....iam i falling appart...well take it easy dear...there always a hikmah in everyting that happend....sumthing better for you is already plan by Allah...please dont worry about it too much...( but seriously i miss the balance of my life)....
p/s: Subsequent to that unsatisfactory answer...i put up all the question that have been playing in my head all this time...but the answer are all -ve....now trying y level best to be happy by doing it by myself...
u do hv ur friends remember???
ReplyDeleteneway the problem of that question is that u already have a scheme answer in your head. the problem occur because that person did't hit da right answer..i think no expectation is better than to hv one.
Remember this quote "things happend 4 reasons"..u might not knw it rite now but maybe later u'll ur right answer..