Love.....or friendship??????????

I been thinking about this thing a lot lately...and i been bombarded with the same question lately...i try very much to ignore it...but seriously iam getting sick of it...wateva...as i always say it....

Ok i just want to share sumthing here....

What is the difference between friendship and being in love with sumone?????
Is there a difference between it the 1st place???.....when u r my friend...i will love you for sure...coz if not iam just gonna ingnore you totally .......or you will notice that i may not what to talk to you at all in the 1st place....its hard to me...coz i seriously dont know how to hide my emotion...and i will always show it no matter what...i know...life is a journey...maybe along the way i may find the way to learn how to pretend...but seriously i have been trying to be less emotional too long...and that is certianly not who i am....be it...i just gonna be myself...if you find its hard to except it...i just felt sorry for you....


Let just come back to the whole point why i want to write in this very entry....what is the difference with friendship and love.....how do you know you love sumone or just want to be friends with him or her??????

I have a very difficult heart....it will keep on changing as the way it like...sumtime i even ask myself....why i do all these in the 1st place...????

We be for each other....
We laugh with each other...
We stay strong for each other....
We cry on to each other when we need sumone.....
We share the same type of music and movie...
We share the same type of obsession and hobby....

And we respect each other difference....




But....

I will always need to be the strong one....
I cant make it with out you....
I do not want to loose what we have now...
As the way i have loose you before....
It is a bless that i manage to get back what i have with you before....
I taught i can have the same thing with anyone alse...
You cant make everyone happy...
So be it...luv your self more compared to anything else in this world....
You deserved to be happy....and you are pefectly a complete person as your own....
HE love you...never forget that...and that love will never gonna change.....
Why you look for sumthing that is so unpredictable when you can have sumthing that is more solid, guarantee and safe....YOU are a beautiful, smart and attractive young women....all this gonna make you even wiser....never forget that :D

p/s: I decided to choose friendship over love...coz i just could not live without not having you in my life....you give me the balance that i always wanted....i thesures our friendship more compared to my love to you...and how happy iam now...:)